Today is gayboy's - Furqan Aree - a good friend of mine's 18th birthday. Well, supposedly, birthdays are meant to be happy and memorable right? But today seemed to be UNFORTUNATE, happy and memorable for me. HAHAHAHAHA.
The unfortunate part began at the time I bumped into Allysha in college. Damn. We wanted to go for mcD to have breakfast. So we went down to the lobby. There, we saw all our gang sitting at the usual table. LMAO. Noisiest one there too. Some of them wanted to tag along, so the more the merrier right? :D BUT. YEAH..BUT. -.- When we reached mcD, THE LINE DAMN LONG YOU KNOW. THOSE PEOPLE LIKE BLOODY ROBOTS LINED UP TILL OUTSIDE THE DOOR. Hahahahaha! So me, Titi and Ally decided to check out the other mcD at the end of Petaling Street, just in case the line is not long there. So we walked and when we reached there, LINE SUPER PANJANG ALSO. ==" Titi was so damn disappointed. He really wanted his morning coffee. LOL. Hence, we made our minds to go to 7-eleven coz there's fresh latte there and I can also buy that RM0.70 Kaya Bun. :DDDDD cheap and delicious.
THEN, Titi seemed to purposely took his time to heat up our food. He was enjoying his time with the microwave!! T.T There was only 5 minutes left to walk back! Plus, there's this 2 idiots who kept looking at me and Ally and was asking us to buy bread for them. Go to hell those two. Geez. THEN WE RUSHED BACK WHILE EATING. Lol. When we're almost at the college entrace, just merely 10 steps left by crossing the road, Titi saw Mr. Sara walking rapidly into college. He started running at cursing that we're late. We're gonna do performance. WE'RE GONNA DIE. So I ran with him! And without noticing my PHONE FLEW OUT MY POCKET AND BOUNCED AND WHEN I TURNED TO LOOK AT WHAT CAME OUT, MY PHONE WAS SLIPPING DOWN A DRAIN HOLE AS IF IT WAS WHISPERING "Bye Bye!" TO ME. =="
So like in the movies, I ran backwards and yelled for my phone. In the pressure of rushing, I immediately lifted the metal covers of the drain like no one's business. LMAO! IN FRONT OF COLLEGE OKAY. Hahahahahaha! Then I was gonna bend down to grab my phone that was sitting peacefully on top of some greenish slime - thank God the drain wasn't filled with water - when Titi yelled for me not to and he dumped all the food he was carrying into my arms and he went down the drain to grab it for me. Isn't that INSANE???!!
:O Then another guy came along to help me cover the drain back and I couldn't thank him enough. That damn cover was heavy like shit. -.- Yeah..so then I rushed up to class and TEACHER WASN'T THERE YET. Damn. So I go wash of the shit that was stuck on the back of my phone and pleaded myself not to go nuts as it was a new phone. Sobs. But thank God once again, my phone is still alive and functioning well.
The worst part eventually came in: MR SARA WASN'T TEACHING CLASS TODAY. MR SIVA IS. @#$%^& Damn shit right? Go through all that trouble with an almost dead phone tragedy for NOTHING. -.-"
That was of course the beginning part of today's adventure. After class was even more epic as we went to celebrate Furqan's birthday during lunch at Secret Recipe. :D My very first birthday celebration here in KL with new friends. I feel awesome. Hehe!
Well. Me and Reen went to get the cake at first. We didn't buy it from SR because it's damn expensive so we got Fufu a cheap cake. HAHAHAHA. Not so cheap la. At least it tasted good. Uhm..despite the banana in it. LOL. He only found out about the cake after we finished eating lunch and when he did, he rejoiced like a little boy who've never seen a cake in his life. Priceless man! xDD Mich then set the candles up and birthday boy lit them happily.
The moment of his 18th-ness came along after that as we sang for him LOUDLY - there was only 6 of us but it seemed as if we owned the whole restaurant - then he made such a funny wish I had to crack away. ROFLMAO. Then we ate, had talks of honesty among each other, camwhored, LOL, then..we dared him.
Dare: Go to the second floor, look down at where we're standing, and yell "IT'S MY BIRTHDAY Y'ALL!!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!! Too bad he didn't do it there. He went out to the entrance to do it though it wasn't much of yelling. He was so damn embarrassed. :P We snapped numbers of pics of him. :D
Then at the carpark, he did a strip show which nauseated me as I laughed and then he decided to take the dare of pushups! HAHAHA! HE CAN MANAGE ONLY 3! LMAO!!!
After that..we parted our separate ways..AWWHHH..aiin't today memorable? :DDDDDD
Love having new buddies whom share the same personality. :D GAYBOY. ROFLMAO.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Just when I thought the road is smooth, the bump ride comes along...
SPM results is today. T.T I know, being in college I shouldn't be worrying about all this. I know I shouldn't be going crazy over this piece of shit crap. But hey, my parents' money is in the line here. I have no hope to get back that RM11000 they spent on my college now. Not with my grades.
I'm like so super disappointed, but what is there to do right? All I can do now is to study hard and get that damn 3A for A-Levels. I'm gonna get that damn degree for free. I'm gonna try to make Daddy see what's worth his money. *sigh* I guess i'm not a winner after all. Okay, time to do law now. Haiz..might as well start studying instead of thinking about some lousy shitty result. :'( I want Dear to come home liaw...
I'm like so super disappointed, but what is there to do right? All I can do now is to study hard and get that damn 3A for A-Levels. I'm gonna get that damn degree for free. I'm gonna try to make Daddy see what's worth his money. *sigh* I guess i'm not a winner after all. Okay, time to do law now. Haiz..might as well start studying instead of thinking about some lousy shitty result. :'( I want Dear to come home liaw...
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
bittersweet memories while home
I would wanna blame it on Air Asia. All because of that, all of my plans are cancelled. Okay, i'm just over exaggerating. My flight on Wednesday (16th March, 2011) was supposed to be at 10pm. BUT, there's a delay to midnight flight. Darn that shit. I ain't gonna wait that long. Plus, the woman was quite serious when she said "it is confirmed that the time will not be changed back to 10pm". =.= therefore, aunty changed our flight to the morning one. That broke my heart coz I already planned to sleep through Thursday morning and then go out with Dear in the afternoon. He was gonna take me with him to his dental appointment. :D Isn't that cute?? Lame too maybe but hey, something that we can laugh about together right? I mean, first date: DENTAL CLINIC. ROFLMAO!! But it was cancelled. So yeah...sobs. But he managed to make my day anyways. My following flight was Thursday morning then, at 8.20am. *sigh* I was still upset with the total delay, but I swear I was excited to my bones! xDDDD It was gonna be HOME!! Even when it's just 4 days. Weeeeeeee~ When I arrived, mum did what she promised. SHE TOOK ME TO EAT LAKSA. Hahahahahahaha!! Isn't that brilliant? Muahahahaahahahahaha. Delicious piece of shit I tell ya. And also the taste of good Teh C Peng Special. DAMN. Miss that!! Fuh!
Moving on. I was brought to kampung! Doggies! Awwwwwwwwwwwwhhhh..:D But I didn't stay long of course. I was tired but when we reached home, mum was like "let's go buy you a new shoes". Why of course i'm interested. She seldom says that okay. HEHEHE! So I went, while texting dear. He was sad that I wasn't with him. But what was there to do right? Haizz..but surprisingly his dental wasn't as long as he expected. It was only awhile. Hrmm. Even I was surprised. :D Then he wanted to come over to where me and my mum was shopping! Crazy right?! LMAO! xD But he didn't of course. Coz I was already leaving. :P Then Friday came along. I was supposed to go lunch with him. But after arguing with mum over the phone about the lunch thingy (I was out breakfast with my girls that morning. HEHE), it was cancelled once again. Aren't mother's annoying?? And get this: MUM ASKED WHETHER LUNCH WAS STILL ON WHEN I GOT HOME. =.= Imagine the irritation I felt that moment. Geez. I could kill a cow! Grr..but yeah..I chilled. Coz she said she was gonna let me go to Spring to chaperone the 2 kids on a movie. And that's when I told Dear about it. And he went there for a short time to meet up with me. It was unbelievable for me. I didn't think that i'd ever even make time to see him. *sigh* Even funnier, I didn't think i'd get my first hug in front of starbucks and in front of 2 kids (my bro and cousin) ==" LOL. But I liked the feeling. Dear was warm and had a tough tug when he hugs. Heeeeeeeeeeeee~ *blush blush* And he smelled nice. :P Not the cologne-ish smell. Just you know..normal. Him. Homey. Hrmm...=)
Only one problem. He's got damn cold hands la! LMAO! But that wasn't any issue for me. I just y'know..like the way his thumb would swirl around the top of my thumb when he held my hand. He did that when he took my hand as we walked in the mall. He did the same thing when he managed to take a short break from his duty that night during High School Idol. He was so busy we couldn't really spend time together. But once in a while he would show up to smile. When I entered the school hall that Friday night, he saw me sitting down, and he winked before leaving to do his work. When my friend Sharon came, I went to sit with her some place else which made it hard for me to see Dear anymore. So I just let it be then. But before realising anything, he came to sit next to me for a minute or two, held my hands once more and just cuddled for a while before continuing his duty. *sigh* and the worst part, I went home early. T.T but hey..I manage to give him a hug eyh? HAHAHAHAHAHA. And he manage to plant another kiss on my cheek. :D after that we just continued texting. However, his credit was gonna expired by midnight so we said our goodbyes early. But crazy insane Dear went to buy credit at 2 in the morning!!! At 7-Eleven!! And texted me. =.=" Some screws must have gone lose in his brain. LOL.
The following day was Saturday. :D I attended wedding in the morning. Oh no wait, I didn't ATTEND. I SANG. Lol. I was nervous at first since I was out of practice. But I coped with the situation well and I actually enjoyed myself even when I was singing alone and only with the piano. What a fun experience it was. Thank God too that the miscrophone was funtioning well and I could hear myself so brilliantly. HEHE! After that, I went out with mum! Eh wait...OOWWHHH. We went to kampung. Oopsie. Went to see granny again, they had dinner there while I got irritated waiting to go home because I was supposed to attend Phoebe's birthday BBQ dinner. xP AND AGAIN. THERE'S A WORST PART. I got home and mum told me not to go. =.= because no one would send me. T.T because daddy wants me to follow them visit my uncle. -_- but being me. I didn't listen. I told my buddies about it and they came to the rescue. THEY PICKED ME UP! WOOTS! Haizzz...and as usual...parents came to be the party pooper: PICKED ME UP EARLY. Ish. Grrr...
At least I ate all the good food already. xD Thanks to Phoebe's mum. Damn good lamb. To Kavina. Damn good chicken. And to my buddies. Damn good times to see you guys again. Hehehe!
The Sunday came along..... The day before I leave home for Kuala Lumpur. Sobs. We went to eat laksa for breakfast! xDDD Miss it already. In KL there's no good laksa to be found! They're on my MOST WANTED list! Daayyuummm. Lol. After breakfast, we visited gramps at the graveyard. :) Glad to see and feel that he's peaceful. Hehe! I wonder if he's watching my every deeds. :P I'm sure if I could hear him, my ears would be burning from all the nagging. Lol. Miss that old man. :'( haaiizz..THEN THEN! EVENING TIME! I went to church. And Dear came to sit with me. *dreaammy smiillee* it was awkward at first because we were in church and everyone around me was people I know. Plus, the girl who sat next to Dear was a friend of mine. And she didn't know that we were sort of together. :D But Dear didn't seem to care. I sat with him and he toyed with my elbow first. Then I moved my hand to fit his. Hehe! During Homily in mass, we sat closely and listened. And also distracting each other with our own hands. Dear took out my black ring, which was meant to be given to him as a gift but I pretended not to remember because I wasn't sure of it yet but he took it off anyways and wore it on his finger. Then he took off his ring and tried to slot it into my ring finger - y'know..where the marriage ring is meant to be put at? - I was surprised by that but I couldn't help laughing coz my fingers were so fat it couldn't fit his ring. I helped him out with it though. I put the ring into my pinky instead. It fit perfectly. Hehehe! We wore each other's ring throughout mass and he held my hand as he did that thing with his thumb again. My heart sort of sank when we said "Peace be with you" to each other. He hugged me and pecked my cheek and I suddenly realised that this wasn't going to happen anymore as soon as I leave. I was gonna miss him. So then my mood was suddenlly shaky.
Fortunately, he still made me smile. During the "Our Father" where usually people would join hands and sing it, Dear took mine and intertwined our fingers and we sang together. Such a cute memory for me. Even more sweet to think of was when the prayer ended, we didn't really let go of our hands. We held it there for a moment, as if trying to capture that very moment. As if not wanting to let go but we did anyways. It wasn't the place and time to hold hands while we stood. Lol. Finally, the end came along. Like every story has an end, mine did too. Dear had to go immediately. He didn't want to keep his parents waiting. He stood there looking at me sadly and I looked back with crushed heart. Without helping myself to it, I hugged him willingly. I kept him in my arms a little longer than usual then whispered "I'm gonna miss you" as he said the same to me. Before he let go of me, he kissed my right cheek then my neck softer than he usually would. It expressed the sadness to me. It meant goodbye to me. *sigh* Then I told him to keep my ring and made him take it even when he refused a couple of times. LOL. :) Eventually, he was gone from my sight. :'(
And eventually, Monday took over and my sadness was beyond BEYOND. *super sigh* I was getting ready, packing up, texting him and just moping about the fact that i'm leaving home for the second time. ><" Dear noticed the sadness in my text messages and he tried to make me smile. Hehehe..it didn't quite work though but at least he was present in the phone even when not physically. The only time he manage to make me smile was when he told me he was wearing the ring I gave. He was wearing it and he wasn't scared to show it off. I blushed like crazy and smiled to myself then. With that, I felt slightly better and had the confidence to leave, and come back maybe in 6 months time. It's not long right? I hope not. *sssssssiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
There goes my memories..
Moving on. I was brought to kampung! Doggies! Awwwwwwwwwwwwhhhh..:D But I didn't stay long of course. I was tired but when we reached home, mum was like "let's go buy you a new shoes". Why of course i'm interested. She seldom says that okay. HEHEHE! So I went, while texting dear. He was sad that I wasn't with him. But what was there to do right? Haizz..but surprisingly his dental wasn't as long as he expected. It was only awhile. Hrmm. Even I was surprised. :D Then he wanted to come over to where me and my mum was shopping! Crazy right?! LMAO! xD But he didn't of course. Coz I was already leaving. :P Then Friday came along. I was supposed to go lunch with him. But after arguing with mum over the phone about the lunch thingy (I was out breakfast with my girls that morning. HEHE), it was cancelled once again. Aren't mother's annoying?? And get this: MUM ASKED WHETHER LUNCH WAS STILL ON WHEN I GOT HOME. =.= Imagine the irritation I felt that moment. Geez. I could kill a cow! Grr..but yeah..I chilled. Coz she said she was gonna let me go to Spring to chaperone the 2 kids on a movie. And that's when I told Dear about it. And he went there for a short time to meet up with me. It was unbelievable for me. I didn't think that i'd ever even make time to see him. *sigh* Even funnier, I didn't think i'd get my first hug in front of starbucks and in front of 2 kids (my bro and cousin) ==" LOL. But I liked the feeling. Dear was warm and had a tough tug when he hugs. Heeeeeeeeeeeee~ *blush blush* And he smelled nice. :P Not the cologne-ish smell. Just you know..normal. Him. Homey. Hrmm...=)
Only one problem. He's got damn cold hands la! LMAO! But that wasn't any issue for me. I just y'know..like the way his thumb would swirl around the top of my thumb when he held my hand. He did that when he took my hand as we walked in the mall. He did the same thing when he managed to take a short break from his duty that night during High School Idol. He was so busy we couldn't really spend time together. But once in a while he would show up to smile. When I entered the school hall that Friday night, he saw me sitting down, and he winked before leaving to do his work. When my friend Sharon came, I went to sit with her some place else which made it hard for me to see Dear anymore. So I just let it be then. But before realising anything, he came to sit next to me for a minute or two, held my hands once more and just cuddled for a while before continuing his duty. *sigh* and the worst part, I went home early. T.T but hey..I manage to give him a hug eyh? HAHAHAHAHAHA. And he manage to plant another kiss on my cheek. :D after that we just continued texting. However, his credit was gonna expired by midnight so we said our goodbyes early. But crazy insane Dear went to buy credit at 2 in the morning!!! At 7-Eleven!! And texted me. =.=" Some screws must have gone lose in his brain. LOL.
The following day was Saturday. :D I attended wedding in the morning. Oh no wait, I didn't ATTEND. I SANG. Lol. I was nervous at first since I was out of practice. But I coped with the situation well and I actually enjoyed myself even when I was singing alone and only with the piano. What a fun experience it was. Thank God too that the miscrophone was funtioning well and I could hear myself so brilliantly. HEHE! After that, I went out with mum! Eh wait...OOWWHHH. We went to kampung. Oopsie. Went to see granny again, they had dinner there while I got irritated waiting to go home because I was supposed to attend Phoebe's birthday BBQ dinner. xP AND AGAIN. THERE'S A WORST PART. I got home and mum told me not to go. =.= because no one would send me. T.T because daddy wants me to follow them visit my uncle. -_- but being me. I didn't listen. I told my buddies about it and they came to the rescue. THEY PICKED ME UP! WOOTS! Haizzz...and as usual...parents came to be the party pooper: PICKED ME UP EARLY. Ish. Grrr...
At least I ate all the good food already. xD Thanks to Phoebe's mum. Damn good lamb. To Kavina. Damn good chicken. And to my buddies. Damn good times to see you guys again. Hehehe!
The Sunday came along..... The day before I leave home for Kuala Lumpur. Sobs. We went to eat laksa for breakfast! xDDD Miss it already. In KL there's no good laksa to be found! They're on my MOST WANTED list! Daayyuummm. Lol. After breakfast, we visited gramps at the graveyard. :) Glad to see and feel that he's peaceful. Hehe! I wonder if he's watching my every deeds. :P I'm sure if I could hear him, my ears would be burning from all the nagging. Lol. Miss that old man. :'( haaiizz..THEN THEN! EVENING TIME! I went to church. And Dear came to sit with me. *dreaammy smiillee* it was awkward at first because we were in church and everyone around me was people I know. Plus, the girl who sat next to Dear was a friend of mine. And she didn't know that we were sort of together. :D But Dear didn't seem to care. I sat with him and he toyed with my elbow first. Then I moved my hand to fit his. Hehe! During Homily in mass, we sat closely and listened. And also distracting each other with our own hands. Dear took out my black ring, which was meant to be given to him as a gift but I pretended not to remember because I wasn't sure of it yet but he took it off anyways and wore it on his finger. Then he took off his ring and tried to slot it into my ring finger - y'know..where the marriage ring is meant to be put at? - I was surprised by that but I couldn't help laughing coz my fingers were so fat it couldn't fit his ring. I helped him out with it though. I put the ring into my pinky instead. It fit perfectly. Hehehe! We wore each other's ring throughout mass and he held my hand as he did that thing with his thumb again. My heart sort of sank when we said "Peace be with you" to each other. He hugged me and pecked my cheek and I suddenly realised that this wasn't going to happen anymore as soon as I leave. I was gonna miss him. So then my mood was suddenlly shaky.
Fortunately, he still made me smile. During the "Our Father" where usually people would join hands and sing it, Dear took mine and intertwined our fingers and we sang together. Such a cute memory for me. Even more sweet to think of was when the prayer ended, we didn't really let go of our hands. We held it there for a moment, as if trying to capture that very moment. As if not wanting to let go but we did anyways. It wasn't the place and time to hold hands while we stood. Lol. Finally, the end came along. Like every story has an end, mine did too. Dear had to go immediately. He didn't want to keep his parents waiting. He stood there looking at me sadly and I looked back with crushed heart. Without helping myself to it, I hugged him willingly. I kept him in my arms a little longer than usual then whispered "I'm gonna miss you" as he said the same to me. Before he let go of me, he kissed my right cheek then my neck softer than he usually would. It expressed the sadness to me. It meant goodbye to me. *sigh* Then I told him to keep my ring and made him take it even when he refused a couple of times. LOL. :) Eventually, he was gone from my sight. :'(
And eventually, Monday took over and my sadness was beyond BEYOND. *super sigh* I was getting ready, packing up, texting him and just moping about the fact that i'm leaving home for the second time. ><" Dear noticed the sadness in my text messages and he tried to make me smile. Hehehe..it didn't quite work though but at least he was present in the phone even when not physically. The only time he manage to make me smile was when he told me he was wearing the ring I gave. He was wearing it and he wasn't scared to show it off. I blushed like crazy and smiled to myself then. With that, I felt slightly better and had the confidence to leave, and come back maybe in 6 months time. It's not long right? I hope not. *sssssssiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
There goes my memories..
Thursday, March 3, 2011
I'm coming home in 2 weeks!
BOOYAH! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I'm missing Kuching peeps like hell. I'm not indicating in any way that it's bad here in Kuala Lumpur, but it's just not what I have back home. You know how it feels like to have home close to the heart right? Warm fuzzy feeling, smelly pillow, lovely friends whom you grew up with and well, mommy and daddy. :D Oh wait, and suummboodeeee...HEHE!
Woots! Anyways, there's the bad part in coming home as well. I gotta see my original slip of SPM result. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. =.= And also, I haven't finish the St Joseph's choir score. *sigh* I've got so much assignment lately and work, damn, by the time I get home i'm like restless and I just need to get some rest. I pray to God that i'll finish it up within this week which I have doubts I will because I got exams up in 2 weeks and also my folio to hand in. ><'
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.
HAIZ...
I'm missing Kuching peeps like hell. I'm not indicating in any way that it's bad here in Kuala Lumpur, but it's just not what I have back home. You know how it feels like to have home close to the heart right? Warm fuzzy feeling, smelly pillow, lovely friends whom you grew up with and well, mommy and daddy. :D Oh wait, and suummboodeeee...HEHE!
Woots! Anyways, there's the bad part in coming home as well. I gotta see my original slip of SPM result. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. =.= And also, I haven't finish the St Joseph's choir score. *sigh* I've got so much assignment lately and work, damn, by the time I get home i'm like restless and I just need to get some rest. I pray to God that i'll finish it up within this week which I have doubts I will because I got exams up in 2 weeks and also my folio to hand in. ><'
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.
HAIZ...
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