Tuesday, April 20, 2010

one minute im mad but the other im suddenly worried to death

Agh. It's mother problemo at the moment. Just a few days back and the rest of the other day we were arguing ALOT. About my studies, about my chores, about my disobedience all the way to my future. I swore I hated her to the most there and I would leave the family as soon as I graduate High School but when I saw her look when she's sick, it seems impossible to think that. the feeling dragged me back to where I should be a girl, the eldest in the house and taking my responsible properly. Heck, I even touched my brother's forehead for his temperature just in case he has fever. [I rarely do that!] Things are a little shaky at the moment. Haven't been to school two days this week now. First, I wanna study for next week's exam, second, I gotta take care of mum [by which if I get sick next and miss Semester Exam, I will musder someone!] and well...i gotta figure out some shits for Choir performace. I really am going crazy thinking about all the possible songs..they're lame that's for sure. ~~"
Well..I gotta go handle my mother now. And the chores..then my studies...*sigh*
Toodles!
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