Beautiful Nightmare

"Beautiful Nightmare" is a novel that I just recently came up with. To be specific, I started writing it on the 12th January 2011. I so adore how I can be crazy. I know, how narcicist of me. ;P Anyways, I don't know whether it would be a bestselling novel or not, but that's not my porblem now. I only care to write whatever that appears in the mind of a soon-to-be 18 year old girl, and I want to have fun while I make a movie in my mind. :D Here's the PROLOGUE.

Words are sometimes unable to be used to describe beauty. there are no right words to give and exclamation to such beauty and the couldn't possibly be any words to describe what my eyes are seeing.

I watched her sleep peacefully where expressions are not faked instead her face just smiles as if she met her desires in her magical dream. She's perhaps unconcious to the world but she sure is concious in that dream that I wonder whether I was in.

I thought that my satisfaction would clear the fact that I only need to get laid but it seems not. The more I think of her, the more I want to touch her again. And being inside her once made me hunger for her even more!

I stared as she lay in the dim light of the room; her full lips parted slightly, her hands one placed across her belly and the other raked the back of her hair. Her chest moved rythymically up and down as she breathed.

Why is it that I feel attached to her? The connection was there since that day I met her on the balcony. And why was she the only on who bothered? For as long as I lived after the 4th of September 1997, no one took noticed of me except her. God...she drives me crazy. I want her. I ache for her. I know I had her, but I wanted more; inside and outside.

:D There may be changes. But this was what I wrote while sitting in ATC wondering when class was going to start. LOL.

TOODLES!!