<3 I'm happy again. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
I can't take it any longer
:'( I'm so foolish. I can't take the fact that I haven't been talking to him for 30 hours now. I miss him so blardy loads. I woke up early today. A SUNDAY. Coz I couldn't sleep. Probably upset that my phone hasn't shown any messages yet. I was on the verge of tears battling whether to text him or to even send him a message on Facebook. I JUST REFUSE TO DO IT. I'M LIKE KILLING MYSELF. =.="
Sobss...I wonder if he's awake. :(
Sobss...I wonder if he's awake. :(
Saturday, February 26, 2011
The Long Wait
There was this girl. She's just an average teen who lives life the way other people does. However, she doesn't know an ant mind about love. She thought she knows. But actually, she only pretends to know. She craves to have a man in her life; tall, charming, hot, meant to be - but that's quite impossible right? I mean, the most you'd get with the guy would be a date in the bar and probably a one night stand. LOL. I was just joking there okay? No harsh feeling. What I meant to point out is that having that kind of charming guys is not very possible. It's possible, but maybe very few times.
So, this girl, she finally met a guy when she left hometown. Okay, I mean, she met the guy a long time before, but she never noticed that they actually had feelings for each other. Until the day she left home, and he popped up in her chatbox sending regards. Without feeling any butterflies she replied him back her regards. It was a normal thing to do right? Friends to friends saying hello after a long time of departure. But the funny thing that came after that was the guy asked for her number. She was weirded out for a moment because it made her wonder why he suddenly wanted her number. All those while she was back home, meeting up with him for some activities, he never bothered asking for it. He never even bothered to give her a look to smile sincerely. He was this bossy guy with a nasty attitude behind his ass but yet cute in a nice way. Heck, who's not attracted to dimples right?
So she relaxed and told herself that maybe finally he wanted to be actual friends. Hence, she gave her number away to this mysterious long lost not so close friend. A few minutes after that, they chat cheerfully as if they've done it a billion times which is actually a lie coz they've never chat before, and then he texted her saying that's his number. A paradoxical moment occurred to her when she opened her inbox. She cursed for a moment then she wondered to her right mind why she even had butterflies receiving his text message. She was worried by then but she again, dismissed it. She texted him back and with no doubt in her mind about their friendship, they texted through the phone and also chat online. Some people may find it strange to sms and chat at the same time to the same person when actually, they're talking about the same shit. However, for these two friends, they seem to take it as if talking in 2 different network meant talking in a different world with different emotions set to it.
Eventually, the normal talking became sweet talks. The girl accidently called him "Dear", by which she used to call all her friends whom she's comfortable with. She was comfortable with him, but she wasn't really intending to call him that just yet coz it may seem weird. But her fingers were impossible to be stopped when she's tapping onto her cell phone. It'll immediately click the send button after typing. Therefore, what was sent remained sent. She didn't regret it though. She was just jittery about how he would react. She wondered if he would take it personally and she found out that he didn't. In fact, he responded by calling her "Sayang" after a few rounds of those sweet callings. She was smiling madly when she read that. Butterflies, fidgeting; the feeling of higness when you feel like you LIKE someone. And she snapped out of it. She asked herself whether she liked the guy. Why won't she admit it to herself? She questioned herself so much until one day she's had enough of it. She doesn't want to be played with if that's the case. She did what was right for her that time.
She told him the honest truth of how she felt this friendship was leading to.
And he replied with the same emotion as her. He was clueless why they were chatting that way. He knew they connected. He knew he may have feelings for her but he may not want to admit it to himself as well. They were both at the same situation. So this girl, she told him that she didn't want it all to go away. She wants to keep liking him coz it was right at that time. She seemed to have accepted the fact that she may want him to accept that she likes him in that way. And she seemed to have accepted the fact that he likes her in that sense too. Both parties are at a win-win situation but both parties are confused to how to move on with it. Such a cliche love tale ain't it? Okay fine, not love then. LIKE tale.
So he told her, in a cool manner, respecting her every angle of view, that maybe they should try this new found relationship slowly. They'd give it a try for 2 months then maybe get together when everything seemed fine. The girl for one was upset in her heart because she was down with the fact that she away from home which meant she was away from him. How could something new work out with a person when they're miles apart? But this guy gave her some hopes. He made her believe that it can be worked out and it can be fixed between the two. At some point, the girl may have hopes that he came to the state she was in to study there so they could both be together. But she thought rasionally again, she made herself brave. Her mind chanted that if this relationship was able to work out the way they planned, then they could work out anything together. Yes, absence makes the heart grows fonder but absence also brings temptations in anyhow. If they were able to withstand that temptation when away from each other, they're sure to be able to trust in each other in such relationship. It could work out. I will. At least that's what she told herself.
Hence, things move on from there. There were some pitstops where they would worry too much over each other or even let jealousy set in sometimes but each person managed to control their feelings. They would advice one another that they're just joking and just giving the thrill to cause trouble between their spark. And also at some point, it may seem like they're already together officially when they're actually not. The girl tends to think that she's probably falling in love with him but told herself no again. She keeps saying that, NO. Why, she doesn't know. Even when the guy called her up one day and told her "I love you", she wouldn't say it back. She stopped herself. She doesn't want to say it back. Not on the phone at least. She wants to wait. She wants to know if her feelings were real.
And until today, she still doesn't know. She only knows that she blushes everytime he teases her, everytime he calls her "Darling" and everytime he makes her feel like he's just by her side holding her hand. It's a wonder how she manages to imagine him there sometimes but most of the time, she makes herself miss him too much coz she really wants him with her. She wants him cuddling her in hugs, she wants him smiling at her and laughing with her, she wants him there. Isn't it crazy?
The other crazy story would be them deciding not to talk, chat or even sms each other for one full day. And they started during the evening of the day before until now. There's about 9 hours left before the game of not talking ends. What she plans is to not even text him when the game ends. But she knows it's gonna kill her. She knows she's gonna ache in pain when he texts her to say that the game is over. But she wants him to call. So that's still the plan in her mind. What's she gonna do? She's confuse. And missing him. And staring at her phone half the time more than she's supposed to and stalking him so much on his Facebook just wondering what he's feeling like right now. He did post that it would a long day and that made her smile in glory. She was half hoping that he would give up the game and let her win it. She wanted to see that sulk in his face, hear it in his voice and maybe give him a good long hug when she comes back to her hometown in 2 weeks time.
This story is going no where. -.- I'm missing him. SHIT. ><" *Sigh* Stupid game. GRR.
So, this girl, she finally met a guy when she left hometown. Okay, I mean, she met the guy a long time before, but she never noticed that they actually had feelings for each other. Until the day she left home, and he popped up in her chatbox sending regards. Without feeling any butterflies she replied him back her regards. It was a normal thing to do right? Friends to friends saying hello after a long time of departure. But the funny thing that came after that was the guy asked for her number. She was weirded out for a moment because it made her wonder why he suddenly wanted her number. All those while she was back home, meeting up with him for some activities, he never bothered asking for it. He never even bothered to give her a look to smile sincerely. He was this bossy guy with a nasty attitude behind his ass but yet cute in a nice way. Heck, who's not attracted to dimples right?
So she relaxed and told herself that maybe finally he wanted to be actual friends. Hence, she gave her number away to this mysterious long lost not so close friend. A few minutes after that, they chat cheerfully as if they've done it a billion times which is actually a lie coz they've never chat before, and then he texted her saying that's his number. A paradoxical moment occurred to her when she opened her inbox. She cursed for a moment then she wondered to her right mind why she even had butterflies receiving his text message. She was worried by then but she again, dismissed it. She texted him back and with no doubt in her mind about their friendship, they texted through the phone and also chat online. Some people may find it strange to sms and chat at the same time to the same person when actually, they're talking about the same shit. However, for these two friends, they seem to take it as if talking in 2 different network meant talking in a different world with different emotions set to it.
Eventually, the normal talking became sweet talks. The girl accidently called him "Dear", by which she used to call all her friends whom she's comfortable with. She was comfortable with him, but she wasn't really intending to call him that just yet coz it may seem weird. But her fingers were impossible to be stopped when she's tapping onto her cell phone. It'll immediately click the send button after typing. Therefore, what was sent remained sent. She didn't regret it though. She was just jittery about how he would react. She wondered if he would take it personally and she found out that he didn't. In fact, he responded by calling her "Sayang" after a few rounds of those sweet callings. She was smiling madly when she read that. Butterflies, fidgeting; the feeling of higness when you feel like you LIKE someone. And she snapped out of it. She asked herself whether she liked the guy. Why won't she admit it to herself? She questioned herself so much until one day she's had enough of it. She doesn't want to be played with if that's the case. She did what was right for her that time.
She told him the honest truth of how she felt this friendship was leading to.
And he replied with the same emotion as her. He was clueless why they were chatting that way. He knew they connected. He knew he may have feelings for her but he may not want to admit it to himself as well. They were both at the same situation. So this girl, she told him that she didn't want it all to go away. She wants to keep liking him coz it was right at that time. She seemed to have accepted the fact that she may want him to accept that she likes him in that way. And she seemed to have accepted the fact that he likes her in that sense too. Both parties are at a win-win situation but both parties are confused to how to move on with it. Such a cliche love tale ain't it? Okay fine, not love then. LIKE tale.
So he told her, in a cool manner, respecting her every angle of view, that maybe they should try this new found relationship slowly. They'd give it a try for 2 months then maybe get together when everything seemed fine. The girl for one was upset in her heart because she was down with the fact that she away from home which meant she was away from him. How could something new work out with a person when they're miles apart? But this guy gave her some hopes. He made her believe that it can be worked out and it can be fixed between the two. At some point, the girl may have hopes that he came to the state she was in to study there so they could both be together. But she thought rasionally again, she made herself brave. Her mind chanted that if this relationship was able to work out the way they planned, then they could work out anything together. Yes, absence makes the heart grows fonder but absence also brings temptations in anyhow. If they were able to withstand that temptation when away from each other, they're sure to be able to trust in each other in such relationship. It could work out. I will. At least that's what she told herself.
Hence, things move on from there. There were some pitstops where they would worry too much over each other or even let jealousy set in sometimes but each person managed to control their feelings. They would advice one another that they're just joking and just giving the thrill to cause trouble between their spark. And also at some point, it may seem like they're already together officially when they're actually not. The girl tends to think that she's probably falling in love with him but told herself no again. She keeps saying that, NO. Why, she doesn't know. Even when the guy called her up one day and told her "I love you", she wouldn't say it back. She stopped herself. She doesn't want to say it back. Not on the phone at least. She wants to wait. She wants to know if her feelings were real.
And until today, she still doesn't know. She only knows that she blushes everytime he teases her, everytime he calls her "Darling" and everytime he makes her feel like he's just by her side holding her hand. It's a wonder how she manages to imagine him there sometimes but most of the time, she makes herself miss him too much coz she really wants him with her. She wants him cuddling her in hugs, she wants him smiling at her and laughing with her, she wants him there. Isn't it crazy?
The other crazy story would be them deciding not to talk, chat or even sms each other for one full day. And they started during the evening of the day before until now. There's about 9 hours left before the game of not talking ends. What she plans is to not even text him when the game ends. But she knows it's gonna kill her. She knows she's gonna ache in pain when he texts her to say that the game is over. But she wants him to call. So that's still the plan in her mind. What's she gonna do? She's confuse. And missing him. And staring at her phone half the time more than she's supposed to and stalking him so much on his Facebook just wondering what he's feeling like right now. He did post that it would a long day and that made her smile in glory. She was half hoping that he would give up the game and let her win it. She wanted to see that sulk in his face, hear it in his voice and maybe give him a good long hug when she comes back to her hometown in 2 weeks time.
This story is going no where. -.- I'm missing him. SHIT. ><" *Sigh* Stupid game. GRR.
Friday, February 25, 2011
it all started with a game...-.-
Bloody game. If it wasn't for that, I won't be missing him so much. I hope he doesn't read my blog, coz then he'll know that I actually miss him. Heheehehehehe. Coz y'know, I told him I won't miss him. :D LAME SHIT RIGHT?
And the damness of all damness is that it started from the fact that I told him I wasted my credit marketing on St Joseph's Band Dinner. -.- Then he was like worried whether I have credit to message him which is an obvious DUH coz I text him for free. LOL. Then I bargained on the idea that he won't survive without me texting him and he denied it. So we started this game where he and I won't text till the end of tomorrow. The problem is...I miss him already. SOBS. I wanna text him. SHIT LA. -.-
But then I told myself, i'm not gonna ever text him until he calls me to admit that he's a brat and that he missed me so much and that he was just trying so hard not to lose the game. HAHAHAHAHAA. I'm mean right? And insane. And control freak. :D
And when he does that, I think i'd finally tell him that..y'know..I..y'know....HEHEH..the step higher than LIKE..Y'KNOW. xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD *blushing terribly* MAYBE LA. I'm not sure whether i'd tell him right away. Maybe i'd wait till I go back to Kuching, so I can tell him in front of him and see him smile with the sets of dimples showing. And his cute lil braces smile giving me butterflies. And..AND..just hug him and feel his warmth. =/ why am I torturing myself?? NOW I WANNA TEXT HIM. SOBS!! ><"
I should stop talking now right? RIGHT? Eeeeee..
And the damness of all damness is that it started from the fact that I told him I wasted my credit marketing on St Joseph's Band Dinner. -.- Then he was like worried whether I have credit to message him which is an obvious DUH coz I text him for free. LOL. Then I bargained on the idea that he won't survive without me texting him and he denied it. So we started this game where he and I won't text till the end of tomorrow. The problem is...I miss him already. SOBS. I wanna text him. SHIT LA. -.-
But then I told myself, i'm not gonna ever text him until he calls me to admit that he's a brat and that he missed me so much and that he was just trying so hard not to lose the game. HAHAHAHAHAA. I'm mean right? And insane. And control freak. :D
And when he does that, I think i'd finally tell him that..y'know..I..y'know....HEHEH..the step higher than LIKE..Y'KNOW. xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD *blushing terribly* MAYBE LA. I'm not sure whether i'd tell him right away. Maybe i'd wait till I go back to Kuching, so I can tell him in front of him and see him smile with the sets of dimples showing. And his cute lil braces smile giving me butterflies. And..AND..just hug him and feel his warmth. =/ why am I torturing myself?? NOW I WANNA TEXT HIM. SOBS!! ><"
I should stop talking now right? RIGHT? Eeeeee..
Running in the rain barefooted with the person you love...
It's like a hollywood story. You meet, you talk, you're friends, and before you know it, you're designated lovers. Ain't it cliche? Or is it simply the struck of emotions and cupid's arrow?
I started off college mindless, vulnerable to every coming challenges but I was ready. And when I stepped into the cold carpeted classroom, the people I met gave me culture shock so much I was quiet almost the entire day. However, i'd of course gotten used to that by now. In fact, they're all my friends. Probably bitching about me behind my back perhaps, but what the hell right? Life sucks and you die.
Anyways, if I wasn't mistaken, it was my second week of college when I found out that there was a couple in our class. I was once again shocked at the news because in my mind, it was impossible for someone to fall for each other and get together just within a few weeks. It was mad! It was undoubtly psychotic. But then I thought to myself, I fell deeply for a friend through the phone. Isn't that supposedly crazier? From then, I learned not to judge a person in relationship wise by how long they've met and whatnot because karma might just hit.
The good part of that new beginning was that they were a happy couple. Yeah, they fight and all. But hey, that's the good shit we're all suppose to feed in love. I mean, if there's love without any fights, would it be love at all? How would you know how to love someone without knowing their madness, anger level, insanity, to wrap it up: TRUE COLOURS. A person deserved to be given affection by knowing that the feeling isn't fake. It should be pure like water. Okay, maybe not water. That's not pure. It's derived from pee for heaven's sake! -.- Anyways..let's say...ah shit. I have no idea what else is pure at the moment, so we'll pretend I referred to something pure okay? HEHE.
Anyways, falling back into the story line, i'd like to say that they're so cute. They look totally the opposite. The girl is small, petite, adorable in many ways and she's just so hyperactive. As for the guy, he resembles the teddy bear y'know? Large, buff, big, tall and also well hyperactive. AND. They're both loud. LOL. And just a few minutes ago I read a post of them running in the rain barfooted yesterday. Cute right? Such sweeties. :D I hope they don't read my blog though coz i'd be busted in class for posting on them. Therefore, I have no picture to put of them. I wouldnt' wanna be killed. Lol.
Okay, i'm getting busier with work once more. Gotta go off now. >< You know who I miss? This guy I call Dear. :D <3
I started off college mindless, vulnerable to every coming challenges but I was ready. And when I stepped into the cold carpeted classroom, the people I met gave me culture shock so much I was quiet almost the entire day. However, i'd of course gotten used to that by now. In fact, they're all my friends. Probably bitching about me behind my back perhaps, but what the hell right? Life sucks and you die.
Anyways, if I wasn't mistaken, it was my second week of college when I found out that there was a couple in our class. I was once again shocked at the news because in my mind, it was impossible for someone to fall for each other and get together just within a few weeks. It was mad! It was undoubtly psychotic. But then I thought to myself, I fell deeply for a friend through the phone. Isn't that supposedly crazier? From then, I learned not to judge a person in relationship wise by how long they've met and whatnot because karma might just hit.
The good part of that new beginning was that they were a happy couple. Yeah, they fight and all. But hey, that's the good shit we're all suppose to feed in love. I mean, if there's love without any fights, would it be love at all? How would you know how to love someone without knowing their madness, anger level, insanity, to wrap it up: TRUE COLOURS. A person deserved to be given affection by knowing that the feeling isn't fake. It should be pure like water. Okay, maybe not water. That's not pure. It's derived from pee for heaven's sake! -.- Anyways..let's say...ah shit. I have no idea what else is pure at the moment, so we'll pretend I referred to something pure okay? HEHE.
Anyways, falling back into the story line, i'd like to say that they're so cute. They look totally the opposite. The girl is small, petite, adorable in many ways and she's just so hyperactive. As for the guy, he resembles the teddy bear y'know? Large, buff, big, tall and also well hyperactive. AND. They're both loud. LOL. And just a few minutes ago I read a post of them running in the rain barfooted yesterday. Cute right? Such sweeties. :D I hope they don't read my blog though coz i'd be busted in class for posting on them. Therefore, I have no picture to put of them. I wouldnt' wanna be killed. Lol.
Okay, i'm getting busier with work once more. Gotta go off now. >< You know who I miss? This guy I call Dear. :D <3
Friday, February 18, 2011
1.4.3 on the morning of 17th Feb.
He called. On the late night of 16th Feb at 11.56am. :"> and gave me a 1.4.3 by the early morning of 17th Feb. I'm an idiot flying in the sky...HEHEHE. Loves..
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Stalkers should get a life. -.-
Seriously, why be a stalker when you can actually have friends and be a man to friggin' ask a girl out if you like them. JEEZ. Stalkers shouldn't exist in this world. No, let me rephrase, Stalkers shouldn't exist and the word itself shouldn't even be created! Crazy shit okay!
Being one of those creeps may be fun, creeping about people's business as if it's your own curtain to wash. But if you're in the shoe of the victim, it's really seriously crazily scary. If there was a legal rule about this whole stalking scheme I think i'd sue you, bring the matter to court and plead you to be sentenced under DEATH. I WANT YOU TO GO TO HELL. SO YOU WOULD LEAVE ME ALONE. -.-
Stupid Idiots.
Being one of those creeps may be fun, creeping about people's business as if it's your own curtain to wash. But if you're in the shoe of the victim, it's really seriously crazily scary. If there was a legal rule about this whole stalking scheme I think i'd sue you, bring the matter to court and plead you to be sentenced under DEATH. I WANT YOU TO GO TO HELL. SO YOU WOULD LEAVE ME ALONE. -.-
Stupid Idiots.
Friday, February 4, 2011
Last 27th Jan 2011
Weirdly, there this guy. So we name him Dear. He popped up in my Facebook screen all friendly like he never used to be when we're around each other. I mean, we are friendly and all, but not like that. Besides, it was after all out of the blue.
Then in the matter of no time, he asked for my number. I was disturbingly shocked by this but I told myself that he was just asking for my number. What else could he possibly have meant by it right? He was my friend so what's the harm in giving it to him.
I know posting this in my blog should make my face crimson red, but I actually don't mind sharing. =) Coz I know, I think, wait..I don't know. I knowthinkdontknow that I mightlikenotlikebutlikehim? HEHEHEHE. Damn, this is harder than I thought.
And so at this particular date, all this strange things happened. We texted, chatted as a friend. Then gradually, it became more of a sweet talk between me and him. Honestly, I didn't hate the feeling. I LIKED it. It's like I found some long lost buddy and I was just glad and eager to have him by me like that.
Of course, as a girl, I had to tell a girlfriend right? It's like some priority I must do. And I didn't just tell ANY girl. I told the one girl who could or could not have or might kill me or just gasp and die. I told her. She's not my bestfriend, but she's more of a sister. :D She knows she love me so I'd call her my Bebs. Yeah, I told her and she thought I had lost my brain actually. She thought Dear had lost his brain too. Heck, I thought that too! I mean, was he blind? I'm not the typical kind who wears girly stuff, do girly stuff, keep my hair in a girly way, make sure I smell girly. For me, that's like YUCK. No offense. Lol. I'm just not like that. I'm weird. xP
So we talked, then we laughed. But then we became serious again because she warned me that if I didn't clear things up, it might become something bad like it did before Dear. So then I became stressed out. Somehow, everytime Dear texted me, I get butterflies. I felt squirmy in a good way. Like like..like a kid going to get her first lollipop. :D No, i'm serious. HEHEHE.
Eventually, the day came. It was on the 1st of February, we were talking about stuff involving "beautiful". My heart was crushing when I was thinking of coming clear with him. As much as I wanted to know the truth of it all, I also didn't want this fancy feeling to fade. But I prayed, and I texted him everything I thought of our ridiculous way of chatting. And what I got in reply, was the SAME CONFUSION. =="
We discussed the matter. Said how we felt about it all. And when the truth revealed itself, I was quite surprised. Like really surprised. I didn't know where to begin things with and I surely didn't know how to continue our friendship that way. However, Dear managed to pull himself together and helped me pull myself together as well. He said that we should get to know each other more and slowly take a step forward. Naturally, with reluctance, I agreed. I had to. I felt the same way so why not right?
Then, just yesterday, the 3rd of Feb, Chinese New Year, it was our one week so-called "anniversary" for knowing each other through the phone. Don't get me wrong, I didn't count the days! It so happened that I remembered. ><"
*sigh*
Therefore, until today, we're still talking. Sweetly. Feelings fall free and well, I hope nothing goes wrong..coz I really have no intention in hurting him. Saying all this may make me the lamemest person ever, but hey, everybody's got LAME plastered on their ass no matter what they say. HAHAHAHAHAA.
The End. xD
Then in the matter of no time, he asked for my number. I was disturbingly shocked by this but I told myself that he was just asking for my number. What else could he possibly have meant by it right? He was my friend so what's the harm in giving it to him.
I know posting this in my blog should make my face crimson red, but I actually don't mind sharing. =) Coz I know, I think, wait..I don't know. I knowthinkdontknow that I mightlikenotlikebutlikehim? HEHEHEHE. Damn, this is harder than I thought.
And so at this particular date, all this strange things happened. We texted, chatted as a friend. Then gradually, it became more of a sweet talk between me and him. Honestly, I didn't hate the feeling. I LIKED it. It's like I found some long lost buddy and I was just glad and eager to have him by me like that.
Of course, as a girl, I had to tell a girlfriend right? It's like some priority I must do. And I didn't just tell ANY girl. I told the one girl who could or could not have or might kill me or just gasp and die. I told her. She's not my bestfriend, but she's more of a sister. :D She knows she love me so I'd call her my Bebs. Yeah, I told her and she thought I had lost my brain actually. She thought Dear had lost his brain too. Heck, I thought that too! I mean, was he blind? I'm not the typical kind who wears girly stuff, do girly stuff, keep my hair in a girly way, make sure I smell girly. For me, that's like YUCK. No offense. Lol. I'm just not like that. I'm weird. xP
So we talked, then we laughed. But then we became serious again because she warned me that if I didn't clear things up, it might become something bad like it did before Dear. So then I became stressed out. Somehow, everytime Dear texted me, I get butterflies. I felt squirmy in a good way. Like like..like a kid going to get her first lollipop. :D No, i'm serious. HEHEHE.
Eventually, the day came. It was on the 1st of February, we were talking about stuff involving "beautiful". My heart was crushing when I was thinking of coming clear with him. As much as I wanted to know the truth of it all, I also didn't want this fancy feeling to fade. But I prayed, and I texted him everything I thought of our ridiculous way of chatting. And what I got in reply, was the SAME CONFUSION. =="
We discussed the matter. Said how we felt about it all. And when the truth revealed itself, I was quite surprised. Like really surprised. I didn't know where to begin things with and I surely didn't know how to continue our friendship that way. However, Dear managed to pull himself together and helped me pull myself together as well. He said that we should get to know each other more and slowly take a step forward. Naturally, with reluctance, I agreed. I had to. I felt the same way so why not right?
Then, just yesterday, the 3rd of Feb, Chinese New Year, it was our one week so-called "anniversary" for knowing each other through the phone. Don't get me wrong, I didn't count the days! It so happened that I remembered. ><"
*sigh*
Therefore, until today, we're still talking. Sweetly. Feelings fall free and well, I hope nothing goes wrong..coz I really have no intention in hurting him. Saying all this may make me the lamemest person ever, but hey, everybody's got LAME plastered on their ass no matter what they say. HAHAHAHAHAA.
The End. xD
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