Weirdly, there this guy. So we name him Dear. He popped up in my Facebook screen all friendly like he never used to be when we're around each other. I mean, we are friendly and all, but not like that. Besides, it was after all out of the blue.
Then in the matter of no time, he asked for my number. I was disturbingly shocked by this but I told myself that he was just asking for my number. What else could he possibly have meant by it right? He was my friend so what's the harm in giving it to him.
I know posting this in my blog should make my face crimson red, but I actually don't mind sharing. =) Coz I know, I think, wait..I don't know. I knowthinkdontknow that I mightlikenotlikebutlikehim? HEHEHEHE. Damn, this is harder than I thought.
And so at this particular date, all this strange things happened. We texted, chatted as a friend. Then gradually, it became more of a sweet talk between me and him. Honestly, I didn't hate the feeling. I LIKED it. It's like I found some long lost buddy and I was just glad and eager to have him by me like that.
Of course, as a girl, I had to tell a girlfriend right? It's like some priority I must do. And I didn't just tell ANY girl. I told the one girl who could or could not have or might kill me or just gasp and die. I told her. She's not my bestfriend, but she's more of a sister. :D She knows she love me so I'd call her my Bebs. Yeah, I told her and she thought I had lost my brain actually. She thought Dear had lost his brain too. Heck, I thought that too! I mean, was he blind? I'm not the typical kind who wears girly stuff, do girly stuff, keep my hair in a girly way, make sure I smell girly. For me, that's like YUCK. No offense. Lol. I'm just not like that. I'm weird. xP
So we talked, then we laughed. But then we became serious again because she warned me that if I didn't clear things up, it might become something bad like it did before Dear. So then I became stressed out. Somehow, everytime Dear texted me, I get butterflies. I felt squirmy in a good way. Like like..like a kid going to get her first lollipop. :D No, i'm serious. HEHEHE.
Eventually, the day came. It was on the 1st of February, we were talking about stuff involving "beautiful". My heart was crushing when I was thinking of coming clear with him. As much as I wanted to know the truth of it all, I also didn't want this fancy feeling to fade. But I prayed, and I texted him everything I thought of our ridiculous way of chatting. And what I got in reply, was the SAME CONFUSION. =="
We discussed the matter. Said how we felt about it all. And when the truth revealed itself, I was quite surprised. Like really surprised. I didn't know where to begin things with and I surely didn't know how to continue our friendship that way. However, Dear managed to pull himself together and helped me pull myself together as well. He said that we should get to know each other more and slowly take a step forward. Naturally, with reluctance, I agreed. I had to. I felt the same way so why not right?
Then, just yesterday, the 3rd of Feb, Chinese New Year, it was our one week so-called "anniversary" for knowing each other through the phone. Don't get me wrong, I didn't count the days! It so happened that I remembered. ><"
*sigh*
Therefore, until today, we're still talking. Sweetly. Feelings fall free and well, I hope nothing goes wrong..coz I really have no intention in hurting him. Saying all this may make me the lamemest person ever, but hey, everybody's got LAME plastered on their ass no matter what they say. HAHAHAHAHAA.
The End. xD
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