new routine

Phew! Mock's coming soon! Exam's coming soon! IMMA DIE SOON. :O

So here's the deal. I hafta get up at 5.30am every morning starting today onwards - which didn't really happen this morning, I woke up but decided to sleep back. That shall not happen again! My lazy ass have got to get going and get studying. I can't risk my chances of getting nice grades this time. High school should be way behind my buttock! OH GOD. I MISS HOME.

Okay, so the waking up. Then off to college, do what I hafta there. Come home, rest a while, work out - either normal routine like crunches, push ups and jumps or small stretching sessions then swimming! :D - then dinner or perhaps shower? Nawh. Dinner first.

Y'know what. I don't think i'd be so diciplined to actually follow all this shit. T.T Now i'm worried. I hafta cut down my time with Sweets too. :'( Now i'm sad. Haiz. At least I told him that I won't be talking to him much by September. I wouldn't have time for him. At least, that should be the case. I have to not have time for him. Otherwise, i'd be distracted. The only way to be strong for that is to remind myself that i'll be home as soon as exam's done with! WOO! THE DELIGHTNESS! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I hope things work well. And I hope I can meet him. :/ But he has exam....

Ah shit. Not now Jay. Not now. I can't think about that now. It's not healthy! Wokay, Reen is gone now. And I just finish my simple work out. What do I do now? Homework? GOD. The dread. Oh well. I think I should. Since Sweets' disappeared to God knows where. LOL. Poor him. I miss him. A lot.

Haiz..