:D Here's the dig, I WORKED AT THE EDUCATION FAIR PROMOTING ATC.
Hehehe. Well, I guess I'm psyched about it coz it was a major experience for me and it kind of boosts my self-confidence to actually come up to people's faces and say "Hi. Good morning. ATC? We offer A-Levels, Law and Business Studies" *smiles* I swear to God i've never said the same shit for the billionth time before! Fuh! It was amazing how I convinced myself that "I DON'T LOOK STUPID. JUST GO AND WORK. YOU'RE BEING PAID FOR THIS." Lol.
Amazing.
However, at the end of the day, I find it as a blessing to be given this chance because, I don't only get working experience, I get to also taste the feel to be a promoter and be proud of my school. I get to work up my Public Relation. That's friggin awesome man! Woo!
Anyways, it was on the 25th and the 26th of June 2011, a Saturday and a Sunday from 11am to 6pm. :) The day started off with me and Reen getting up early and we were so excited to do this job. We got ourselves neatly trimmed as a lady and we got dressed all formerly, and looking like lawyers. Hell yeah! LAWYERS. :D We were wearing slacks and button down shirt - black for me and white on her - our hairs were tied up and we put on make ups! - well, Reen with her girly looks and I just slapped on a bit. HEHE. As usual. And when we're done, we walked to MidValley, like professionals on the move and appeared at the Exhibition Hall kind of a little early. Lol.
At first, we panicked coz we couldn't find any of our lecturers which meant we couldn't get in the hall before 11am. We didn't have the passes to enter. So we roamed and called and talked among ourselves and fretted and eventually, the one person we were supposed to find was always waiting by the railing of the escalators searching for us too. HAHA.
Like OMG y'know. The dude looks EXACTLY like Daryl!! :O Only, he's short and he talks a lot like Chef Wan. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. :DD But nontheless, he was cute in his ways and he knows how to make himself comfortable around us and vice versa. ^^ We were standing there and when we turned, we noticed this dude - Abral - staring at us and he asked "You guys are from ATC?" then we nodded and explained how we were trying to contact our lecturers. With that he burst out into chuckles and said "I have your tags" LOL. Bad timing man. :P
When we got our tags, we entered the hall and we were assigned to fill up the paper bags that were meant for us to distribute when the event started. It was fun cooperating with seniors and laughing along and getting to know each other and making ourselves look busy. :D But the sad part was I had to leave Sweets the whole day while I work. I told myself that I wasn't going to text anybody, not even him while I work because my goal then was to promote and introduce ATC to people. I have to be on the go and on the move. Hell yeah. So I kept my phone in my bag and stuffed the damn thing in the cabinet supplied.
Like I said, great experience, yet on the first day, the Saturday itself, there wasn't much people hence, it wasn't as hectic as I expected. I thought there was gonna be weird people coming over, getting interviewed, chitty-chatting with us promoters, but no. All we did was finish up the paper bags we filled up, made sure none was left and perhaps, help guide lost applicants who has an interest with the offer our college has. We all did exactly that, and at the end of the day - MY FOOT WAS SORE.
Reen and I made it home, took out bath, I can't remember whether we had dinner, but by then, we already bunked outselves to bed. I even remembered how I fell asleep, and Daryl called while I was in Dreamland and I remembered that I argued and refused to go back to sleep because I wanted to talk to him. Which actually I was sleeping off on him while he was talking. I don't remember what he said though. HEHEHEHE. That's what you get for talking to a zombie. Lol!
THEN SECOND DAY ARRIVED.
Dear God, I didn't want to get up at all on Sunday! I was sooooooo EXHAUSTED! My whole body was aching, especially my foot. But one way or another, I wanted the money, so I came. :D Once again, we washed up, dressed up - in skirt this time and a formal top, Reen in red and moi in brown - and made up exactly like the day before. Again we walked to the venue and since we had our tags this time, we were allowed to enter the premises and waited at our booth for the materials to arrive before we actually start working. ^^ So when it did, we worked! Same shit.
However, on the second day, THERE WAS A LOT OF PEOPLE. It was like attending the final day of a Mega Sale in an expensive boutique or something so. It's crazy! From the role of a promoter, we had to be advisors and guiders. The lecturers we had were limited but people were lining up, intending to have a short counsel. But due to the inability to serve the crown immediately, we as promoters ranked outselves up and did the job. We spoke to them. We consulted them on the fees, the convinience, the education itself, the subjects - EVERYTHING. Fun step to take, yet scary coz you might mislead the person.
We also get the chance to be put on a spot of being the boss for a while, but being that is hard coz you gotta always be alert and watch out to what the lecturers may or may not need and it was a responsibility for a boss to make sure things were running smoothly. Okay, maybe the word "boss" would be such a woo to use. Let see...hrmm..Student Manager? LOL. That sounds a bit better. EHEHEH. Yeah...
Then my bestfriend came!! :D She had a talk with my law lecturer of course, Mr. Siva. She was convinced about what he said but what the hell, it's his job to be convincing. LOL. That's why i'm in ATC eh? ;) So anyways, I just blogged about this coz one, my blogs been abandoned for a while now coz i've been busy with things and well two, I just wanna share this or so to say remember this in the future in case I forget. xP
PS. I earned RM200 baby! In 2 days! :O I'm awesome. But yet...we haven't got our paycheck. HEH. ^^ God bless!
TOODLES!
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
missing you..
there would come this moment where when i stop thinking of you, you tend to flood back into my mind like some sort of virus. there would come this time when i start thinking of you, you make my heart ache like pink prickling from the inside of it. why is it that i feel such way? why is it that my feelings are different from when i was in a relationship with another in the pass? i never felt such intensity with the person i was with before. i never missed him like i miss you. i don't ache from his absence. and when he returns from such absence, i don't jump in delight the way i do with you.
strange must i say? or is it just a confusion that my mind play with me?
i don't know what to agree with. i don't know whether it's wise for me to even feel this way. is it a mental state to ache for the presence of a partner? or do they call it love? funny, many love encounters have i thought were true but when it comes to you my darling, i couldn't say whether it's real. i couldn't say it's you that is the one. or rather i wouldn't? maybe i don't want to jinx you. maybe i want you to be such one that i refuse to think like i typically would with one that i like. but you're not just one to like. i love you. really? im uncertain. help. i need guidance. i don't know whether i want him as the one and well, i do now. i do always i think.
sweetheart, be gone all you want now and make my heart ache. make me crave and long for you and let me see how long this will last. if it's until the day you return, then most likely it is you that i want for always. gasping thought really. how could such young mind think so. how could such little creature know so. i dont know either. im lost. and i want your care because i've not had such from someone like you. as the last one was a heartbreaker. i wish you not be one. i wish you always be the one to bring smiles on my face. genuine smiles though. not one that daily sees on me. not one that friends entice on me. it's one that only a person with love like yours can bring. a love that bitter, sweet, strong, impatient, mad...perhaps that smile now.
be gone and let me miss you. let me see how long i can last. forever may bring good fortune to my heart as it means it's you i want. be gone now. loves from me...
strange must i say? or is it just a confusion that my mind play with me?
i don't know what to agree with. i don't know whether it's wise for me to even feel this way. is it a mental state to ache for the presence of a partner? or do they call it love? funny, many love encounters have i thought were true but when it comes to you my darling, i couldn't say whether it's real. i couldn't say it's you that is the one. or rather i wouldn't? maybe i don't want to jinx you. maybe i want you to be such one that i refuse to think like i typically would with one that i like. but you're not just one to like. i love you. really? im uncertain. help. i need guidance. i don't know whether i want him as the one and well, i do now. i do always i think.
sweetheart, be gone all you want now and make my heart ache. make me crave and long for you and let me see how long this will last. if it's until the day you return, then most likely it is you that i want for always. gasping thought really. how could such young mind think so. how could such little creature know so. i dont know either. im lost. and i want your care because i've not had such from someone like you. as the last one was a heartbreaker. i wish you not be one. i wish you always be the one to bring smiles on my face. genuine smiles though. not one that daily sees on me. not one that friends entice on me. it's one that only a person with love like yours can bring. a love that bitter, sweet, strong, impatient, mad...perhaps that smile now.
be gone and let me miss you. let me see how long i can last. forever may bring good fortune to my heart as it means it's you i want. be gone now. loves from me...
Monday, May 16, 2011
Alvin Chacko's FUN 18th. HELL YEAH.
It was the day I would remember for life. :D [Don't perasan now Alvin]
Though it was a birthday of this boy named Alvin, whom I hardly know but spent his old age with him anyways because he's my friend's "......" HAHA - I honestly had a blast. It began on the morning of 14th May 2011...
I was meeting up with Brandon at Kelana Jaya station where he waited an hour for me just to take a 2 minutes trip to the following station - SORRY - and there's where Alvin the birthday boy went to pick us up before heading off to Reen's house. I know right. It's his effing birthday yet he's still the driver.
I FEEL REALLY BAD. LOL. (NOT) xD
After we arrived at Reen's, we spent a couple of minutes there, saying hello and goodbye to her parents and left for MidValley baby! :D Gawd, I remembered how Alvin teased me NON-STOP that day. What a day I had alright. He's such a bully. HEHE. Wait till I get you after this Alvin. GRR. Weeeeeeee~
Let's see, we were walking there and as ALWAYS, I got nagged by the way I cross the road. -.- HELLO. The car won't knock me okay? I'm like what, the size of an elephant? The driver would be damn blind if he didn't see ME trying to cross. HAHAHAHAHA. Go die la. His car would dent. xD
Anyways, so we were walking and AND AND! Alvin almost puked when he saw puke on MidValley floor. EEEEWWWWWWWW. I know. Disgusting. And the best part: I KNOW HE DOESN'T LIKE PUKE. :D I can so puke at him to make him puke now! nGAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Awesome shit man. Woots! So then the first shop we walked in was the puzzle shop! Went in this blue curtain that unveiled glloowwiiinggg puuzzles. Awesomeness man. I am like SO AMAZED. :D As if i'm never amazed at anything. It's a wonder being me sometimes. LOL. That was when I began to snap pictures of EVERYTHING. :D
The moment of truth where I will catch a person in an ugly face. *evil giggles* AND OMG! DAMN LAH. THE SHOP RIGHT. THEY PLAYED THIS SONG "Fuck you.....fuck you very very muuuccchhhh.." *covers ears runs away* when actually in reality *smile amusingly and sings along* while Alvin says "THERE'S KIDS IN THE STORE" ROFLMAO!!
The poor guy. :D
This dilemma then turned around to him not being able to decide what to eat on his own birthday. -_________________________- Worst than girl man. He can't choose what to eat! And guess where we ended up??? KFC. =.= While eating, we talked about "Alvin's FAVOURITE girl in the world" if you know who I mean Reen, *sniff sniff**DIES*, then we saw this couple eating with EIGHT ketchups on their table! and when I asked Brandon to look he blardy walked directly up that table stared and walked away. Isn't he such an ass!? LMAO!!! He did the same shit when someone told him that a girl behind him was checking him out. HE TURNED, LOOKED AT HER AS SHE LOOKED BACK, TURN BACK AROUND AND STARTED LAUGHING.
*shakes head* terrible man...
Then the best part for me eventually came around!!! *starwars theme song* ALVIN'S TWIN CAME! :D And not alone. *cheeky smile* He brought his gang along and guess what!!!? HOT GUY MAN! CINDIAN! WOOOOO! *turnn onnn* Ally should've been there! Dang! Too bad I didn't get to say hi. I just buat bodoh, smile smile, shake hand with twin, swoon over the fact that they look alike, but got different hair, twin wears specs and I think Alvin is bigger? LMAO. Oops. xD And then we parted ways. SOBS. We went to play pool. NGAAAHAHAHAHA! It was cool to shoot photos in there, catching fugly pics of Dom's NON-ass, Brandon's RM20 NON-changed hair, Cutie Dalila and well, highlight of this blog: THEM.
Reen is gonna kill me. She said ONE or TWO. I made it onto a collage of pics. LMAO. :D *coughs* Let's pray no one stalks my blog. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Especially Mr. Siva. :O
Okay, moving on! HEHE. After playing pool, Alvin's twin: Calvin, was called by Reen to come over. I swear I flipped like crazy bitch in my stomach when I heard that news coz that measn HOT GUY'S COMING. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! xD (oh shit, i'm hungry right now -.-) then then THEN, they came. *SMMIILLLLEEEEEEE* and I snapped pictures like usual, pretending not to go crazy when actually I am! ROFLMAO! But sadly they didn't join us to Reen's house. SOBS. Yes readers, we went back to Reen's house. OH! BUT BEFORE DAT. Doughnuts stop. ;)
I know Alvin. I want them too right now. :P My stomach is growling like got croc inside! FULAMAK!
The plan was to surprise Alvin with the cake back at the house. Heck, I couldn't tell whether he was surprised or not coz he was soooo into the doughnuts. He was so blardy paranoid i'd eat it all! WOO! I would though, but I share too. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD At least I think I do. AHAHAHA. Then we had a cake ceremony! Weeeeeeeeeeeee~
Ain't it nice to have cake on ur face now Bear? HAHA. Or should I call you chocolate? And Reen Marshmellow? *gasP* xD
LMAO! Okay okay. I should really move out of people's lovey dovey story. :P So we spent the whole day laughing more after that. Lepak in Reen's room where Dom was turned on, Brandon was sucked into the world of games his laptop had sufficiently provided him and well, Chacko Bear was sleeping nicely on Reen's pillow, convinced that he could drive me back to the station. HAHAHAHAHA.
And the funniest!!! DOMINIQUE!
This is the most epic picture I'LL EVER HAVE! Holymacaroni!!!
And then finally, it was time to leave so we all went downstairs to cool down. BUT. Alvin managed to trick Reen that she was locked outside! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! And then when she came in laughing and all high, SHE BANGED HER NOSE INTO ALVIN'S LARGE ARMS. *rubs my own nose. ouch* The she laughed more, rubbing her nose, Alvin tried to put a pack of Lychee drink on her nose to cool it down, which made Reen laughed MORE. Idiot. :D Here's a snap of them. ;)
So that's the day...a memorable day...:) I love being the photographer. HAHA.
God bless. :D
Though it was a birthday of this boy named Alvin, whom I hardly know but spent his old age with him anyways because he's my friend's "......" HAHA - I honestly had a blast. It began on the morning of 14th May 2011...
I was meeting up with Brandon at Kelana Jaya station where he waited an hour for me just to take a 2 minutes trip to the following station - SORRY - and there's where Alvin the birthday boy went to pick us up before heading off to Reen's house. I know right. It's his effing birthday yet he's still the driver.
I FEEL REALLY BAD. LOL. (NOT) xD
After we arrived at Reen's, we spent a couple of minutes there, saying hello and goodbye to her parents and left for MidValley baby! :D Gawd, I remembered how Alvin teased me NON-STOP that day. What a day I had alright. He's such a bully. HEHE. Wait till I get you after this Alvin. GRR. Weeeeeeee~
Let's see, we were walking there and as ALWAYS, I got nagged by the way I cross the road. -.- HELLO. The car won't knock me okay? I'm like what, the size of an elephant? The driver would be damn blind if he didn't see ME trying to cross. HAHAHAHAHA. Go die la. His car would dent. xD
Anyways, so we were walking and AND AND! Alvin almost puked when he saw puke on MidValley floor. EEEEWWWWWWWW. I know. Disgusting. And the best part: I KNOW HE DOESN'T LIKE PUKE. :D I can so puke at him to make him puke now! nGAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Awesome shit man. Woots! So then the first shop we walked in was the puzzle shop! Went in this blue curtain that unveiled glloowwiiinggg puuzzles. Awesomeness man. I am like SO AMAZED. :D As if i'm never amazed at anything. It's a wonder being me sometimes. LOL. That was when I began to snap pictures of EVERYTHING. :D
The moment of truth where I will catch a person in an ugly face. *evil giggles* AND OMG! DAMN LAH. THE SHOP RIGHT. THEY PLAYED THIS SONG "Fuck you.....fuck you very very muuuccchhhh.." *covers ears runs away* when actually in reality *smile amusingly and sings along* while Alvin says "THERE'S KIDS IN THE STORE" ROFLMAO!!
The poor guy. :D
This dilemma then turned around to him not being able to decide what to eat on his own birthday. -_________________________- Worst than girl man. He can't choose what to eat! And guess where we ended up??? KFC. =.= While eating, we talked about "Alvin's FAVOURITE girl in the world" if you know who I mean Reen, *sniff sniff**DIES*, then we saw this couple eating with EIGHT ketchups on their table! and when I asked Brandon to look he blardy walked directly up that table stared and walked away. Isn't he such an ass!? LMAO!!! He did the same shit when someone told him that a girl behind him was checking him out. HE TURNED, LOOKED AT HER AS SHE LOOKED BACK, TURN BACK AROUND AND STARTED LAUGHING.
*shakes head* terrible man...
Then the best part for me eventually came around!!! *starwars theme song* ALVIN'S TWIN CAME! :D And not alone. *cheeky smile* He brought his gang along and guess what!!!? HOT GUY MAN! CINDIAN! WOOOOO! *turnn onnn* Ally should've been there! Dang! Too bad I didn't get to say hi. I just buat bodoh, smile smile, shake hand with twin, swoon over the fact that they look alike, but got different hair, twin wears specs and I think Alvin is bigger? LMAO. Oops. xD And then we parted ways. SOBS. We went to play pool. NGAAAHAHAHAHA! It was cool to shoot photos in there, catching fugly pics of Dom's NON-ass, Brandon's RM20 NON-changed hair, Cutie Dalila and well, highlight of this blog: THEM.
Reen is gonna kill me. She said ONE or TWO. I made it onto a collage of pics. LMAO. :D *coughs* Let's pray no one stalks my blog. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Especially Mr. Siva. :O
Okay, moving on! HEHE. After playing pool, Alvin's twin: Calvin, was called by Reen to come over. I swear I flipped like crazy bitch in my stomach when I heard that news coz that measn HOT GUY'S COMING. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! xD (oh shit, i'm hungry right now -.-) then then THEN, they came. *SMMIILLLLEEEEEEE* and I snapped pictures like usual, pretending not to go crazy when actually I am! ROFLMAO! But sadly they didn't join us to Reen's house. SOBS. Yes readers, we went back to Reen's house. OH! BUT BEFORE DAT. Doughnuts stop. ;)
I know Alvin. I want them too right now. :P My stomach is growling like got croc inside! FULAMAK!
The plan was to surprise Alvin with the cake back at the house. Heck, I couldn't tell whether he was surprised or not coz he was soooo into the doughnuts. He was so blardy paranoid i'd eat it all! WOO! I would though, but I share too. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD At least I think I do. AHAHAHA. Then we had a cake ceremony! Weeeeeeeeeeeee~
Ain't it nice to have cake on ur face now Bear? HAHA. Or should I call you chocolate? And Reen Marshmellow? *gasP* xD
LMAO! Okay okay. I should really move out of people's lovey dovey story. :P So we spent the whole day laughing more after that. Lepak in Reen's room where Dom was turned on, Brandon was sucked into the world of games his laptop had sufficiently provided him and well, Chacko Bear was sleeping nicely on Reen's pillow, convinced that he could drive me back to the station. HAHAHAHAHA.
And the funniest!!! DOMINIQUE!
This is the most epic picture I'LL EVER HAVE! Holymacaroni!!!
And then finally, it was time to leave so we all went downstairs to cool down. BUT. Alvin managed to trick Reen that she was locked outside! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! And then when she came in laughing and all high, SHE BANGED HER NOSE INTO ALVIN'S LARGE ARMS. *rubs my own nose. ouch* The she laughed more, rubbing her nose, Alvin tried to put a pack of Lychee drink on her nose to cool it down, which made Reen laughed MORE. Idiot. :D Here's a snap of them. ;)
So that's the day...a memorable day...:) I love being the photographer. HAHA.
God bless. :D
Thursday, May 5, 2011
My Blessed 18th. :)
Well, I could promise you that it's a day that i'll never forget. :D HEHE.
It all began on the day before my birthday. Epic right? Lol. It was a Sunday and I was given the chance to attend evening mass in church (Praise the Lord for that) and for me, that was good enough as a gift for myself. But shockingly, my relatives, well...after mass uncle brought me to CentrePoint and "bought dinner" when actually he was ALSO planning to get cake. Lol. Funny shit man. I was like the blur-ress female ever alive. They walked into a bakery store which I believe he wanted to get breakfast for the following day BUT, he walked in and walked out shaking his head off. I guess I couldn't really make out what was happening because I was after all busy with my cell phone chatting with Daryl. HEHE. Then, uncle stormed to Secret Recipe with me unknowingly trailing behind him, and when he walked in he went directly at the cakes.
BAM.
That's when all the mixed puzzles solves. LMAO! I was like "awwwww..you ddidn't have to..." and I was feeling guilty inside because well, ONE: i'm not used to getting stuff from people, especially expensive stuff. TWO: i really didn't expect tthem to give me anything because living in their house was bad enough. THREE: I just really grow up like that. LOL.
So everything was bought and we went home, and after I was cleaned and everything, I Skyped my childhood bestie, THERESA ROM!! Woooo. I miss that darling. :D We were like ranting on and on about nothing and we started singing then suddenly they took out the candles and placed it on the 4 different slices of cake that they bought.
It all began on the day before my birthday. Epic right? Lol. It was a Sunday and I was given the chance to attend evening mass in church (Praise the Lord for that) and for me, that was good enough as a gift for myself. But shockingly, my relatives, well...after mass uncle brought me to CentrePoint and "bought dinner" when actually he was ALSO planning to get cake. Lol. Funny shit man. I was like the blur-ress female ever alive. They walked into a bakery store which I believe he wanted to get breakfast for the following day BUT, he walked in and walked out shaking his head off. I guess I couldn't really make out what was happening because I was after all busy with my cell phone chatting with Daryl. HEHE. Then, uncle stormed to Secret Recipe with me unknowingly trailing behind him, and when he walked in he went directly at the cakes.
BAM.
That's when all the mixed puzzles solves. LMAO! I was like "awwwww..you ddidn't have to..." and I was feeling guilty inside because well, ONE: i'm not used to getting stuff from people, especially expensive stuff. TWO: i really didn't expect tthem to give me anything because living in their house was bad enough. THREE: I just really grow up like that. LOL.
So everything was bought and we went home, and after I was cleaned and everything, I Skyped my childhood bestie, THERESA ROM!! Woooo. I miss that darling. :D We were like ranting on and on about nothing and we started singing then suddenly they took out the candles and placed it on the 4 different slices of cake that they bought.
I was like shock, overwhelmed, happy, sad, blessed and of course thankful for it. :) It felt awkward at first because it wasn't some expectation for me and well, I tried being the birthday girl but it wasn't easy because I was never really treated like one my whole life. Lol. Usually, it'll be a happy birthday wish, hugs and well, the day goes on like normal. But this, the cake [a damned expensive on] THEN they friggin got me a gift too - a memory card for my phone! - [DAMN EXPENSIVE TOO THE LAST TIME I CHECK. RM85 OK! Even if it may be a second hand memory card, it's STILL a memory card]. *sigh* Epic miracle man. LOL.
That's me! :D
Then I went back chatting with Theresa, and we talked on Skype till midnight strike where she would sing me THE SONG. HAHAHAHAHAHA. She's such a cutie sometimes. :P Then Daryl came online on Skype and he wanted to videocam so I hung up with Theresa and let him videocam me. ^^ Not that it was anything special. Pffth. It's so obvious he was faking his oblivion on my birthday. Lol. I have to admit, I was kind of pissed off and frustrated that my own boyfriend didn't greet me on time to it and i'm chatting with him as if I didn't care while I receive all the long bloody notifications of birthday wishes. LOL. I tell you, I wanted to grab his head from my laptop screen, smack it and just say goodnight. -.-
Yes. That's how frustrated I was. I mean, I was on the verge of believing that he didn't know and that's not even what I care. What I care was the fact that he remembers his own EXES' BIRTHDAYS and not MINE. Geez. That's what pissed me off. Ish. But I told myself to calm down eventually because after all, it was JUST a birthday right? Hehe. I was making such a fuss over that. I felt pathetic then. So I just talk to him like normal, then he started bringing up something by saying "There's something about today I can't quite remember" (Such an ass right? He had to be such an ass. T.T) He went ON AND ON AND ON AND ON and he was worst than a girl trying to make a point. ==" Finally, he said he wanted to go to sleep already and we hung up, went offline and I was gonna settle with ignoring him the whole day of my birthday coz I didn't get a wish BUT he had to ruin the plan by calling me with his house phone half hoping that i'll actually not know it's him.
LMAO. Funniest shit ever! He was like "Hello, may I speak to Ms. Kimura?" and I was like "Daryl I know that's you coz you sound like it and no one would actually call me at 1am except you". Then I laughed and he laughed and finally he sang me a birthday song. What the hell right this boy?! :P So my plan to ignore him failed. I couldn't ignore him even when i'm out with my friends for lunch. HEHE.
Well, now we skip to the lunch part. I HAD A WONDERFUL TIME. xDDDDDDD We met up at MidVally - me, Reen, Michelle - and we went to Carl's Jr!! WOO. Burger is like DAMN LARGE!
Yes. That's how frustrated I was. I mean, I was on the verge of believing that he didn't know and that's not even what I care. What I care was the fact that he remembers his own EXES' BIRTHDAYS and not MINE. Geez. That's what pissed me off. Ish. But I told myself to calm down eventually because after all, it was JUST a birthday right? Hehe. I was making such a fuss over that. I felt pathetic then. So I just talk to him like normal, then he started bringing up something by saying "There's something about today I can't quite remember" (Such an ass right? He had to be such an ass. T.T) He went ON AND ON AND ON AND ON and he was worst than a girl trying to make a point. ==" Finally, he said he wanted to go to sleep already and we hung up, went offline and I was gonna settle with ignoring him the whole day of my birthday coz I didn't get a wish BUT he had to ruin the plan by calling me with his house phone half hoping that i'll actually not know it's him.
LMAO. Funniest shit ever! He was like "Hello, may I speak to Ms. Kimura?" and I was like "Daryl I know that's you coz you sound like it and no one would actually call me at 1am except you". Then I laughed and he laughed and finally he sang me a birthday song. What the hell right this boy?! :P So my plan to ignore him failed. I couldn't ignore him even when i'm out with my friends for lunch. HEHE.
Well, now we skip to the lunch part. I HAD A WONDERFUL TIME. xDDDDDDD We met up at MidVally - me, Reen, Michelle - and we went to Carl's Jr!! WOO. Burger is like DAMN LARGE!
For me, it was large enough to supply my tank till the next day! :D That's how satisfying it was. NGAHAHAHAHAHAHA. We ate, gossip, laughed, talked about "lovers" and "ex-lovers" then about class and about what we were gonna do that day. I was half hoping that they take me for a movie, but when I saw the line...FUH! I changed my mind. LMAO. It was soooooo super duper LOOONNGGGG it made me wonder what those people do for a living. They must be that desperate to line that long just for a movie eh? So after we ate, Mich's friend who works somewhere in MidValley called her up asking us to accompany her on her lunchbreak. So we went! Woo! She was at McDonald's and when we reached the place, out minds wanted to eat, but we really couldn't gulp down anything anymore. HAHAHAHA. SO FULL CAN DIE. xD
So then Reen told me that Furqan was on his way. And inside I was so delighted because I wanted him to come in the first place! :D I dunno why but I really wanted that class clown to come. Maybe it's coz he's the guy I bully and it's fun having him around to bully on my birthday. HAHAHA. And the epic part is that HE'S THE ONLY GUY IN OUR OUTING. ROFLMAO!!! When he came, we talked...MORE TALK, tease, gossip (yeah, I know. He's a guy and he gossips. :P) Then we laugh like people who came out from Hotel Bahagia if you know what I mean. HAHAHAHA. xDDDDDDD Then I took his chewing gum!! WOOOO. He got me addicted to it since the first time he gace me one. It was sooo nice and smells sooo nice and well, it's NICE. And I didn't have to pay for expensive gum. ^^
Then we girls went somewhere in the surroundings of MidValley Mall to get Furqan lunch! Wooo! And this time, I didn't get to feel bad because I paid for it! :D Unlike lunch with the girls, Reen bought my lunch, Mich got me a bracelet that said "Faith, Believe, Hope, Love" on it and I gotta say I love it but I feel guilty! Coz I always do! That's my damn problem la. HEHEHEHE.
After Furqan ate lunch, we walked arroouunnnddd and arroouunnd and we ended up at this restaurant called "La Manila" I think. I can't remember. Hehehe. And Fu was being so effing funny saying "OH! We're soooo NOT getting you a cake!" and I cracked up at this lamest joke of the year!! xDD So damn obvious and such a spoiler that boy. ROFLMAO. He was jumping like a little kid some more! FUNNY SHIT PROVIDING HE'S A VERY LARGE GUY. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Soooooo..they got me a slice of DELICIOUS cake. :D We ate ate ate! Oh ya, they sang for me and the whole restaurant turned to look and it was soooo HUMILIATING!!! OMG. I'M NOT A CROWD PERSON! I almost sank under the table! :O Yeah. AND WE CAMWHORED!!! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Smudging Cake On Me. -.-
Full Like Shit After Burger. xD
Blow! Blow!
Reen, Mich, Fu, Me. :3
Ahh...the PLAN B to make Daryl jealous. LMAO.
TOTAL FAIL!
Friday, April 29, 2011
It's almost 1am and i'm still up
I guess i'm just feeling a little disturbed in my mind. Maybe i'm thinking too much? Or rather i'm missing my family? Hell, I don't feel loved at all here. I just miss that feeling where you have a mother who cares for you when you wake up first thing in the morning. Maybe I lost that vibe because of so many fight I had with her over the phone. Maybe it's because of the fact that some people love inventing twisted stories to my parents making them hate me more each day. I don't find this as any bullshit trial! I know saying this would probably suck because firstly, i'm not supposed to doubt God that He can help me through. Secondly, i'm not supposed to hate every wrong things that's happening because it's the one thing that helps me grow up!
*sigh*
I just feel so down. I don't know. Maybe I should be places in a ward. You know, the mental ward? I miss the times where i'd be at church alone on Sunday afternoons, waiting for my band mates to arrive while I just silently remove my thoughts for Jesus to hear. Then i'd feel so much better. I'd feel so deliberated I just smile the whole day. Heck, it's not possible NOT to smile when i'm in church. It's the one things I love about putting myself there.
But here...I don't even have the bloody time or even transport to visit Jesus. I love You Lord, I do and I keep saying and maing broken promises about coming to church on Sundays..but I always end up failing that task. I can never fulfill them here. NEVER. And the fact that i'm turning eighteen this Monday...I just really want to go to church this Sunday, tell You how much i've missed serving You Lord, and worship You my Lord, there's so much pain and burden in my heart that I feel so alone and lost. I want You to come into my life Lord, I want You to be here with me again, guide me and tell me the right things. I want to be able to praise You!
God, I hate shedding tears before I sleep. It sucks. There goes my eyes for college. Haizz..my parents are coming next Friday. I don't know...maybe a month ago i'd be ecstatic about it but now, it's just a piece of crap knowing they'll be here. I don't want to face them if they refuse to treat me as the person I am. Hell, my mother can't even say any decent words with me on skype earlier. I was peacefully enjoying my evening, until she videocalled for some group cam reason with her sister which HAD to involve me, then when her sister couldn't get things straight with the cam, my own mother didn't even have the strength to talk to me. That shows how much hatred she has for me. SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF COMING HERE AT ALL MOM? WHAT'S THE DAMN POINT?
I'm so sick and tired of everything. I just am..the thought of qutting college is intimidating but the thought of quitting then going HOME, now that just sucks. I don't want to live like this. I don't want to sleep everynight crying. I don't want to close my eyes with pain in my heart. I DON'T WANT THAT.
*sigh*
Misunderstandings are just effing shit man. *yawn* Here comes my sleep. Finally.
Goodnight world.
*sigh*
I just feel so down. I don't know. Maybe I should be places in a ward. You know, the mental ward? I miss the times where i'd be at church alone on Sunday afternoons, waiting for my band mates to arrive while I just silently remove my thoughts for Jesus to hear. Then i'd feel so much better. I'd feel so deliberated I just smile the whole day. Heck, it's not possible NOT to smile when i'm in church. It's the one things I love about putting myself there.
But here...I don't even have the bloody time or even transport to visit Jesus. I love You Lord, I do and I keep saying and maing broken promises about coming to church on Sundays..but I always end up failing that task. I can never fulfill them here. NEVER. And the fact that i'm turning eighteen this Monday...I just really want to go to church this Sunday, tell You how much i've missed serving You Lord, and worship You my Lord, there's so much pain and burden in my heart that I feel so alone and lost. I want You to come into my life Lord, I want You to be here with me again, guide me and tell me the right things. I want to be able to praise You!
God, I hate shedding tears before I sleep. It sucks. There goes my eyes for college. Haizz..my parents are coming next Friday. I don't know...maybe a month ago i'd be ecstatic about it but now, it's just a piece of crap knowing they'll be here. I don't want to face them if they refuse to treat me as the person I am. Hell, my mother can't even say any decent words with me on skype earlier. I was peacefully enjoying my evening, until she videocalled for some group cam reason with her sister which HAD to involve me, then when her sister couldn't get things straight with the cam, my own mother didn't even have the strength to talk to me. That shows how much hatred she has for me. SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF COMING HERE AT ALL MOM? WHAT'S THE DAMN POINT?
I'm so sick and tired of everything. I just am..the thought of qutting college is intimidating but the thought of quitting then going HOME, now that just sucks. I don't want to live like this. I don't want to sleep everynight crying. I don't want to close my eyes with pain in my heart. I DON'T WANT THAT.
*sigh*
Misunderstandings are just effing shit man. *yawn* Here comes my sleep. Finally.
Goodnight world.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
I have a friggin STALKER. -.-
LOL. Why is my life always surrounded by stalkers? :P or should I say fanatic stalker for I don't know what reason. I mean, I'M A NORMAL PERSON. LEAVE!! :O
Well, it all started from a friggin video in YouTube that wasn't even suppose to be there! *gasp!* I know. Lame. I was performing for some church sale obviously, but my co-singer HAD to put it up on her YouTube page. So not cool man. I didn't even know about it until I researched myself! HAHAHAHAHA. Idiot right? To RESEARCH YOUSELF?! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Boredom may struck at times. So what the hell. :D
Anyways, so this video I showed my cousin, and THEN SHE HAD TO SHOW HER BFF. AND NOW SHE'S MY FRIGGIN STALKER. FANATIC STALKER. LMAO. It's cute in a way, and then it gets annoying. She's probably reading this now, but so what? It's like the coolest way to annoy her back. Ngahaha! Plus, she's promoting my blog in her blog! Dang girl. -_____________________-
LOL. I feel so kiddish right now. Some of the lines in here comes from the songs i'm listening to right now. HEH. Ok then. That's it for today's post. I gotta get on with homework. HAIZ. And you know..texting sumbooodeee. HEHEHE.
Toodles!
Well, it all started from a friggin video in YouTube that wasn't even suppose to be there! *gasp!* I know. Lame. I was performing for some church sale obviously, but my co-singer HAD to put it up on her YouTube page. So not cool man. I didn't even know about it until I researched myself! HAHAHAHAHA. Idiot right? To RESEARCH YOUSELF?! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Boredom may struck at times. So what the hell. :D
Anyways, so this video I showed my cousin, and THEN SHE HAD TO SHOW HER BFF. AND NOW SHE'S MY FRIGGIN STALKER. FANATIC STALKER. LMAO. It's cute in a way, and then it gets annoying. She's probably reading this now, but so what? It's like the coolest way to annoy her back. Ngahaha! Plus, she's promoting my blog in her blog! Dang girl. -_____________________-
LOL. I feel so kiddish right now. Some of the lines in here comes from the songs i'm listening to right now. HEH. Ok then. That's it for today's post. I gotta get on with homework. HAIZ. And you know..texting sumbooodeee. HEHEHE.
Toodles!
Saturday, April 9, 2011
It's Official?
I just realised something..
I never made it clear in my blog that I have a boyfriend? LMAO. It's so damn hard to get use to calling him that. He makes it so easy though calling me his girl and calling me sweet names. SO HARD FOR ME. -.-
How is it that i'm not normal with this feeling? How is it that I blush ALL THE TIME when he makes a remark on something so simple?
Despite the complaints, I actually love feeling this way. It keeps me away from the troubles reality has. But sometimes, having him doing this kind of sucks too coz he's not by my side at all to actually make those remarks real. *sigh*
I wanna go home. I don't wanna go home.
LOL.
So yeah..I think it's official with him though coz we've let the whole world know about it through Facebook on the 31st March 2011. :P I know, i'm counting dates! How pathetic have I become?! LMAO. Which reminds me to add that we've survive both irritating attitudes for 2 months now. EHEHEHE. I hope he last coz I really don't think I like him. *giggles* Hidden meaning would be: 1.3.4. NGAHAHA. Whoever doesn't get this, then it's your loss. :D
^^ Have a wonderful day bitches! Toodles!
I never made it clear in my blog that I have a boyfriend? LMAO. It's so damn hard to get use to calling him that. He makes it so easy though calling me his girl and calling me sweet names. SO HARD FOR ME. -.-
How is it that i'm not normal with this feeling? How is it that I blush ALL THE TIME when he makes a remark on something so simple?
Despite the complaints, I actually love feeling this way. It keeps me away from the troubles reality has. But sometimes, having him doing this kind of sucks too coz he's not by my side at all to actually make those remarks real. *sigh*
I wanna go home. I don't wanna go home.
LOL.
So yeah..I think it's official with him though coz we've let the whole world know about it through Facebook on the 31st March 2011. :P I know, i'm counting dates! How pathetic have I become?! LMAO. Which reminds me to add that we've survive both irritating attitudes for 2 months now. EHEHEHE. I hope he last coz I really don't think I like him. *giggles* Hidden meaning would be: 1.3.4. NGAHAHA. Whoever doesn't get this, then it's your loss. :D
^^ Have a wonderful day bitches! Toodles!
Thursday, March 31, 2011
gayboy's 18th
Today is gayboy's - Furqan Aree - a good friend of mine's 18th birthday. Well, supposedly, birthdays are meant to be happy and memorable right? But today seemed to be UNFORTUNATE, happy and memorable for me. HAHAHAHAHA.
The unfortunate part began at the time I bumped into Allysha in college. Damn. We wanted to go for mcD to have breakfast. So we went down to the lobby. There, we saw all our gang sitting at the usual table. LMAO. Noisiest one there too. Some of them wanted to tag along, so the more the merrier right? :D BUT. YEAH..BUT. -.- When we reached mcD, THE LINE DAMN LONG YOU KNOW. THOSE PEOPLE LIKE BLOODY ROBOTS LINED UP TILL OUTSIDE THE DOOR. Hahahahaha! So me, Titi and Ally decided to check out the other mcD at the end of Petaling Street, just in case the line is not long there. So we walked and when we reached there, LINE SUPER PANJANG ALSO. ==" Titi was so damn disappointed. He really wanted his morning coffee. LOL. Hence, we made our minds to go to 7-eleven coz there's fresh latte there and I can also buy that RM0.70 Kaya Bun. :DDDDD cheap and delicious.
THEN, Titi seemed to purposely took his time to heat up our food. He was enjoying his time with the microwave!! T.T There was only 5 minutes left to walk back! Plus, there's this 2 idiots who kept looking at me and Ally and was asking us to buy bread for them. Go to hell those two. Geez. THEN WE RUSHED BACK WHILE EATING. Lol. When we're almost at the college entrace, just merely 10 steps left by crossing the road, Titi saw Mr. Sara walking rapidly into college. He started running at cursing that we're late. We're gonna do performance. WE'RE GONNA DIE. So I ran with him! And without noticing my PHONE FLEW OUT MY POCKET AND BOUNCED AND WHEN I TURNED TO LOOK AT WHAT CAME OUT, MY PHONE WAS SLIPPING DOWN A DRAIN HOLE AS IF IT WAS WHISPERING "Bye Bye!" TO ME. =="
So like in the movies, I ran backwards and yelled for my phone. In the pressure of rushing, I immediately lifted the metal covers of the drain like no one's business. LMAO! IN FRONT OF COLLEGE OKAY. Hahahahahaha! Then I was gonna bend down to grab my phone that was sitting peacefully on top of some greenish slime - thank God the drain wasn't filled with water - when Titi yelled for me not to and he dumped all the food he was carrying into my arms and he went down the drain to grab it for me. Isn't that INSANE???!!
:O Then another guy came along to help me cover the drain back and I couldn't thank him enough. That damn cover was heavy like shit. -.- Yeah..so then I rushed up to class and TEACHER WASN'T THERE YET. Damn. So I go wash of the shit that was stuck on the back of my phone and pleaded myself not to go nuts as it was a new phone. Sobs. But thank God once again, my phone is still alive and functioning well.
The worst part eventually came in: MR SARA WASN'T TEACHING CLASS TODAY. MR SIVA IS. @#$%^& Damn shit right? Go through all that trouble with an almost dead phone tragedy for NOTHING. -.-"
That was of course the beginning part of today's adventure. After class was even more epic as we went to celebrate Furqan's birthday during lunch at Secret Recipe. :D My very first birthday celebration here in KL with new friends. I feel awesome. Hehe!
Well. Me and Reen went to get the cake at first. We didn't buy it from SR because it's damn expensive so we got Fufu a cheap cake. HAHAHAHA. Not so cheap la. At least it tasted good. Uhm..despite the banana in it. LOL. He only found out about the cake after we finished eating lunch and when he did, he rejoiced like a little boy who've never seen a cake in his life. Priceless man! xDD Mich then set the candles up and birthday boy lit them happily.
The moment of his 18th-ness came along after that as we sang for him LOUDLY - there was only 6 of us but it seemed as if we owned the whole restaurant - then he made such a funny wish I had to crack away. ROFLMAO. Then we ate, had talks of honesty among each other, camwhored, LOL, then..we dared him.
Dare: Go to the second floor, look down at where we're standing, and yell "IT'S MY BIRTHDAY Y'ALL!!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!! Too bad he didn't do it there. He went out to the entrance to do it though it wasn't much of yelling. He was so damn embarrassed. :P We snapped numbers of pics of him. :D
Then at the carpark, he did a strip show which nauseated me as I laughed and then he decided to take the dare of pushups! HAHAHA! HE CAN MANAGE ONLY 3! LMAO!!!
After that..we parted our separate ways..AWWHHH..aiin't today memorable? :DDDDDD
Love having new buddies whom share the same personality. :D GAYBOY. ROFLMAO.
The unfortunate part began at the time I bumped into Allysha in college. Damn. We wanted to go for mcD to have breakfast. So we went down to the lobby. There, we saw all our gang sitting at the usual table. LMAO. Noisiest one there too. Some of them wanted to tag along, so the more the merrier right? :D BUT. YEAH..BUT. -.- When we reached mcD, THE LINE DAMN LONG YOU KNOW. THOSE PEOPLE LIKE BLOODY ROBOTS LINED UP TILL OUTSIDE THE DOOR. Hahahahaha! So me, Titi and Ally decided to check out the other mcD at the end of Petaling Street, just in case the line is not long there. So we walked and when we reached there, LINE SUPER PANJANG ALSO. ==" Titi was so damn disappointed. He really wanted his morning coffee. LOL. Hence, we made our minds to go to 7-eleven coz there's fresh latte there and I can also buy that RM0.70 Kaya Bun. :DDDDD cheap and delicious.
THEN, Titi seemed to purposely took his time to heat up our food. He was enjoying his time with the microwave!! T.T There was only 5 minutes left to walk back! Plus, there's this 2 idiots who kept looking at me and Ally and was asking us to buy bread for them. Go to hell those two. Geez. THEN WE RUSHED BACK WHILE EATING. Lol. When we're almost at the college entrace, just merely 10 steps left by crossing the road, Titi saw Mr. Sara walking rapidly into college. He started running at cursing that we're late. We're gonna do performance. WE'RE GONNA DIE. So I ran with him! And without noticing my PHONE FLEW OUT MY POCKET AND BOUNCED AND WHEN I TURNED TO LOOK AT WHAT CAME OUT, MY PHONE WAS SLIPPING DOWN A DRAIN HOLE AS IF IT WAS WHISPERING "Bye Bye!" TO ME. =="
So like in the movies, I ran backwards and yelled for my phone. In the pressure of rushing, I immediately lifted the metal covers of the drain like no one's business. LMAO! IN FRONT OF COLLEGE OKAY. Hahahahahaha! Then I was gonna bend down to grab my phone that was sitting peacefully on top of some greenish slime - thank God the drain wasn't filled with water - when Titi yelled for me not to and he dumped all the food he was carrying into my arms and he went down the drain to grab it for me. Isn't that INSANE???!!
:O Then another guy came along to help me cover the drain back and I couldn't thank him enough. That damn cover was heavy like shit. -.- Yeah..so then I rushed up to class and TEACHER WASN'T THERE YET. Damn. So I go wash of the shit that was stuck on the back of my phone and pleaded myself not to go nuts as it was a new phone. Sobs. But thank God once again, my phone is still alive and functioning well.
The worst part eventually came in: MR SARA WASN'T TEACHING CLASS TODAY. MR SIVA IS. @#$%^& Damn shit right? Go through all that trouble with an almost dead phone tragedy for NOTHING. -.-"
That was of course the beginning part of today's adventure. After class was even more epic as we went to celebrate Furqan's birthday during lunch at Secret Recipe. :D My very first birthday celebration here in KL with new friends. I feel awesome. Hehe!
Well. Me and Reen went to get the cake at first. We didn't buy it from SR because it's damn expensive so we got Fufu a cheap cake. HAHAHAHA. Not so cheap la. At least it tasted good. Uhm..despite the banana in it. LOL. He only found out about the cake after we finished eating lunch and when he did, he rejoiced like a little boy who've never seen a cake in his life. Priceless man! xDD Mich then set the candles up and birthday boy lit them happily.
The moment of his 18th-ness came along after that as we sang for him LOUDLY - there was only 6 of us but it seemed as if we owned the whole restaurant - then he made such a funny wish I had to crack away. ROFLMAO. Then we ate, had talks of honesty among each other, camwhored, LOL, then..we dared him.
Dare: Go to the second floor, look down at where we're standing, and yell "IT'S MY BIRTHDAY Y'ALL!!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!! Too bad he didn't do it there. He went out to the entrance to do it though it wasn't much of yelling. He was so damn embarrassed. :P We snapped numbers of pics of him. :D
Then at the carpark, he did a strip show which nauseated me as I laughed and then he decided to take the dare of pushups! HAHAHA! HE CAN MANAGE ONLY 3! LMAO!!!
After that..we parted our separate ways..AWWHHH..aiin't today memorable? :DDDDDD
Love having new buddies whom share the same personality. :D GAYBOY. ROFLMAO.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Just when I thought the road is smooth, the bump ride comes along...
SPM results is today. T.T I know, being in college I shouldn't be worrying about all this. I know I shouldn't be going crazy over this piece of shit crap. But hey, my parents' money is in the line here. I have no hope to get back that RM11000 they spent on my college now. Not with my grades.
I'm like so super disappointed, but what is there to do right? All I can do now is to study hard and get that damn 3A for A-Levels. I'm gonna get that damn degree for free. I'm gonna try to make Daddy see what's worth his money. *sigh* I guess i'm not a winner after all. Okay, time to do law now. Haiz..might as well start studying instead of thinking about some lousy shitty result. :'( I want Dear to come home liaw...
I'm like so super disappointed, but what is there to do right? All I can do now is to study hard and get that damn 3A for A-Levels. I'm gonna get that damn degree for free. I'm gonna try to make Daddy see what's worth his money. *sigh* I guess i'm not a winner after all. Okay, time to do law now. Haiz..might as well start studying instead of thinking about some lousy shitty result. :'( I want Dear to come home liaw...
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