I Was Blind But Now I See

"She did it. She faced her fears and she asked him once again about his feelings. And her hunch in the very beginning was right; he did have someone else in mind. Oh how she grieved about the lie.

But he seemed trully sorry.

What is she to believe anymore? Everything used to feel so right and so wonderful, and now it's an abandoned wrecked ship. She needs to not sink away, but be found."

I didn't choose to love you, I just fell into it. You let go, I hung on, and now you're an inspiration:

BREAK 2013

"I counted all those days we spent;

The times we kissed, we fought and laughed,

Phone calls in the middle of the night.

You and I both agreed;

That 'We're friends but we're also, more than friends'.

Confusion in your heart,

Caused hurting in mine,

Don't leave me I begged you,

Baby I'm still waiting,

Your voice I wanna hear,

Your kiss I wanna taste,

You'r touch I wanna feel,

Baby don't go,

Please, come back..." - Resistance

"My momma told me once before, that I should be strong;

That I should endure, all life's possibilities.

We're all different, God's creation.

We should appreciate no matter how wicked they may be.

What doesn't kill me will only keep me stronger." - Stronger

"Reflect on all we had now,

Rethink on all the times we had;

All your smiles, our laughs, the fights we had,

Pain and jealousy clouding us.

Remember what you said?

You're always gonna be there for me;

But where was you, when I needed you most,

All lies, all the lies, I can't think, I can't do this anymore.

Rumour has it, you're lying to me, hiding from me.

I'm almost giving up, I just wanna know the truth.

Reveal to me, reveal to me baby." - Reveal To Me

"Stay, don't go, will you belong with me?

Till death do us part?

Momma was right, I should have only given half of my love away.

Thought he was the one, but I was blinded by my feelings for him.

For him, I was wrong, I felt like I was lied to.

For me, we were forever, but now we're spiralling down the drain.

For us, we might stay, we might just end, or maybe we could still be bestfriends?" - Stay, Don't Go

"When you smile at me baby,

I would melt, despite those colourful braces.

I remembered when I finally had you for myself;

I couldn't let go, no I wouldn't let go.

We lasted so long people thought we were ancient,

Until I lost you.

You let go of me,

And all I want now is to start all over.

Baby start all over again.

Definitely." - Start All Over

"However the distance between us is eating me up,

I tend to cry myself to sleep,

After every little fights,

That made me realise how much I really miss you,

Oh baby I need you." - I Need You

"About everything; all over again and again and again,

About you; who never even called or bothered to ask about me,

About me and my life and our broken future,

Wondering if I'd ever meet someone like you again,

Or better; get back with you again,

Coz it's still butterflies when the eyes sees you." - Butterflies

"The place we first met;

I'll be sitting there waiting, if you would come.

On the bench like a stone I'll dream for you and no one else.

Repeating our memories, that's what I'm gonna do.

Oh, like a madman, I'll wait for you.

For sure." - For Sure

"I will wait for you,

For when the right time comes,

I'll be next to you." - I Will Wait For You

"Run! Don't come back to me.

Leave me alone in my solitary moment.

I feel like I don't know you at all, as if those memories we had were pigments of lies.

I don't know what is real, I don't know who to trust anymore.

I thought we had a shot at working out.

But now I don't know if you were my lover,

Or maybe you were just a mere stranger." - A Mere Stranger

"Oh, what happened to the love we once had it's all gone now?

Cry, cry you a river that's all I've been doing without you.

I put on a mask for the world.

I know I am thankful for all our memories.

But why does it have to hurt when I think of my last memory with you?" - My Last Memory With You

"I'll let go of all the pain in my heart.

Nothing can be undone, but people can forgive.

I'm not alone, I'm never alone;

For the Lord will never forsake me.

I may miss you but it's time I let go,

If you miss me, I could only pray you'd come back.

But above it all, I'm done with our break.

I'm leaving it all to God." - Break

Well, that's it - dedicated to you Mr. Capital D for Douche. I was blind but now I see.

The truth you've told me.

I still love you, but I love you enough to let you go to her. Just treat her right.

Not in a Sibling-Friend-Zoned way. That's a terrible ouch in my part just so you know.

Thank you for everything, and no thank you as well.

"I love you, but I don't like you anymore." - One Day by David Nicholls