Monday, November 14, 2011

dream a little dream of us

Who could possibly tell if it was a good sign or a bad sign if one were to dream of something futuristic? Some may say it depends on the content of it, some may say it's a God sent message to reach it, yet the mind is in daze of the wonder of such dream that brought so much glee in the heart and soul.

Perhaps it's because I love you much and perhaps it's that "one day" thing that I try to think less of so it would actually come true; I wouldn't know. All I felt in it was love, happiness and it felt so right.

So it was last night's dream that made it so impossible for me to tell you because I might be shy to admit the fact that I loved it, because it's so unexpected for a girl who's never even thought about the issue and maybe because I want it to actually happen someday? :$ I'm sorry i'm a sucker for love Sweety. Hehe.

Okay, it started casually, it was at my grandmother's old house, something stupid that I can't recall; there wasn't me and you yet. It was me and somebody else. I know I was looking drenched and tired and I was so busy with things. I was taking in the clothes as the rain drizzled down. And the next thing I remember was people were dressing me up, preparing me for something I, the dreamer, couldn't quite click into mind. Then the vision just dashed me off to a bombastic huge hall, there were sooooo many people in there and I was standing - in a beautiful white gown, wearing comfortable heels, smiling so widely, my arm was linked in yours. As for you, you were suited up in a handsome tuxedo, your face was glowing as mine was as well. Your eyes were trained on me, just as how the crowd's eyes were on me. It was the most magnificent feeling to stand by you, with God knows how many people were there as witness to this bright - golden, white, red - matrimonial ceremony of us. Yes sweetheart, that's why it's special - it's our wedding.

It was very strange though that in the dream, I refused to choose my father to walk down the aisle with me. I wanted you by my side as I walked down, it seemed that I didn't want my man to wait for my arrival by the altar, rather I want him with me, stand by me, entering this new world with me. And it was a very new experience where I, as the bride, was given so much compliment on how beautiful I looked, how tears were shed that I don't look like me, how it's amazing a plain and simple girl could be glowing in her fair gown, glitter like an expensive material as the colour gold of the setting compliments her smile and she just looks happy beside her soon to be husband.

Flowers were sprinkled above us as we passed the roaring crowd, I see my friends, I see your friends, our families, you squeezed my hand when we were nearing the altar. When reaching the steps, you let go of me and the overwhelming feeling of having you as mine soon made me stutter in breath. While I climbed the steps up the altar, once again I was complimented on beauty, on amazement and there and then, you took my hand again and for some reason I felt safe and loved. I turned to look at the crowd and I was embraced with reality, shocking my system that i'm about to begin a new life with you. It was hard to imagine the life we had before at that moment.

We were then seated by the side after the ceremony, gifts were being placed in the front. We had piles of it - quite unbelievable. Our wedding seemed so poshed and gay. It's funny how when I reflected on our conversation of marriage, I remembered telling you I only wanted something simple but you wanted it big and eventful. Lol. But maybe, something like this dream might be a dream come true. As the crowd watched us sitting together on the altar side, while gifts were slowly being placed on the creatively decorated table, I held your hand, remembering how these hands used to be just normal lovers, and comparing them to the present dream. Then you started kissing my hand like you always do. I guess at that time I was too overwhelmed to say anything, so I just leaned on your shoulder.

At that moment, I closed my eyes, everything was dark and passionate, and when I opened them, I appeared in another room. I was sitting facing the dressing table. My reflection was staring back at me and my hair was no more mounted with the veil, my make up was lighter now as it was wiped off and I wasn't in my gown. I then started to wonder what happened to the bright and happy wedding. On my right was the toilet door and it was partially open. I was still wondering and questioning myself, was I dreaming only? Did the wedding not happen?

Then only I heard your voice coming from the toilet calling me "Asawa" which then sent bolts of joy down my body. I pushed the door open to see whether it's really you, and yes I saw you and you smiled at me. I kept staring until you came over to kiss me gently. Once again, I felt as if everything was right. I've got you, your scent, your touch and your love. I couldn't remember what you said before you kissed me again and that's when the dream ended. Sadly, it ended and I woke up smiling and wondering where I was. Until it clicked to me that i'm currently an 18 year old student, dating you who appeared to be across South China Sea, and so far so good, i'm in love with you. The amount of joy in my heart this morning was undescribable but questions of losing you were taunting my mind. What if this dream was a bad sign. :/ I pray not and i'll keep having faith.

Hence, finally I have a dream of my own wedding. Perhaps this not much of a girl your dating, could finally be a girl in some ways. :)

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

WHOA.

My gawd! I haven't login here in a baggillion years! :O

Anyways, i think i left my blog hanging at the episode where i was back home, but well, i'm back in KL for a month now and good memories were made from my last trip. :D and i'll leave it to that. HEHEHEHE.

And here i am today, night actually, WORRYING LIKE CRAP, over the fact that i'm now blogging instead of studying for next week's finals. :O YEAH. I DID SAY NEXT WEEK. Damn girl, it felt like just yesterday that i started college. And here we are, FINALS. *fretting and frowning* it seems to be an easy thing to think about at times, but then the issue of FAILING just drowns the positive lifestyle. It's killing me how i cant be myself!! It's a while different feeling from SPM or rather PMR. I can't be still! I can't really focus. I don't blame anyone in particular for that because i do make an effort to concentrate. I put away Facebook, i put away Daryl when im studying, i try to forget about food when i'm stressed and all i want to do is read and not sleep. THAT'S RARE! Haiz.

Lord help me. World pray for me. Me, HELP MYSELF. -.-

Well, i gotta go release some stress now by playing a little bit of pool. :D then maybe chat a while with my darling and then go to bed, and wake up later for studies.

I WANT CHRISTMAS NOW.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

IM HOME! :3

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ I'm back home in Kuching and having a blast? :D I wouldn't know yet. So far so good, met my church buddies last night and will be meeting Sweets for lunch today! HEHEHEHHE.
Nervous. O.O"
Toodles!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Penang! :D

Okay. I can swear to God I was the most excited gal to go on a bus trip to Penang. :DDDDD

Our trip fell on the dates 15th to 17th of July 2o11. EPIC SHIT. There's me (Janine Kimura), Reen Khan, Alvin Chacko, Dom Gomez and Brandon Tan! HEHEHEHE.

The night before the trip, the boys went to sleep over at Dom's place. Blardy hell, they went out on a food fest without us girls. =.= *smacks Dom* Reen and I are busy at her house, finalizing our packs. You know us, we don't wanna forget anything. Unlike the boys, AT LEAST WE BROUGHT TOOTHPASTE. xD And as the night wear off, they all slept and I was the last person up. If I wasn't mistaken, I slept off at 2.30am. :O Excited much? Weeeeeeeeeeee~

And then morning came to rise! :DD Reen walked in the room waking me up before my alarn even rang! ==" I still remebered how I told her, "It's not even 5.30 yet! Let my alarm ring lah. I wanna sleep..." but in my head, i'm like "Ring alarm. Ring!! Ring!! I wanna go Penang NOW!". HAHAHAHA. Yeah, once it rang, I bounced out of bed, texted suummbooodeeeeeeee. ^^ then showered, and pack up nicely. :D

I liked what I wore that morning. Reminds me of my old self. Y'know, the simple wear, gangster style but still a little feminine (shit, i dunno how to spell), and sneakers baby! :D Yeehaw! And we're off to Chorus Hotel...

It was so cold when we arrived there. It got colder when it started to rain heavily. I was cursing my ass off as I shivered in the lobby of the hotel waiting for the boys - such princess' they were, took such a long time to make up or rather make OUT at home - to come so we could board the bus already. LOL. I even manages to fall asleep on the couch while waiting and Reen just went for a number of toilet moments. I think she loves it or something. :P Eventually, the girls (BOYS) came in their ballerina outfit and we board the bus!! The rain was pouring like shit man. We got soaked and was feeling cold again in the bus ride. Haiz..

Our bus was to leave by 9.30am and when we're inside, we expected it to be cool and fancy like what we saw in the blog, but bullshit weyh. It was like every normal bus and I couldn't even watch TV! =.= But thank God I could be satisfied with the classic music they had on the chair audio. xD It was soooo COOL! But again, the sucky part came, the food was disgusting! *shudders* The only nice tasting thing in it was the egg, and it was smaller than my thumb! Blady hell.

But of course, Brandon the life saver, and probably credits to the other boys, they got junk food. And I chewed on some of it. I liked the pringles but the damn camel had to eat it off by himself! Yeah. Then we got the chocolate cookies thingy, Alvin ate that off though. And Dom also. xD

4 hours plus plus later...

WE'RE ALMOST AT PENANG! PENANG! Everyone woke up, excited to see the bridge. But heck, such a spoiler because of the haze, so we can't see the view. Pffth!! Then we arrived!!! AND THERE'S J.CO'S NEXT TO THE STATION!! And soo...

We went to eat. Damn delicious weyh. T.T I want it NOW! Eff you Alvin.

Yah, then the time became draggy coz we had to wait for Brandon's friends to come pick us up, and when they did, THEY ALMOST KILLED US WITH THEIR DRIVING WEYH. The most epic moment during that death experience was when I heard Brandon screamed for his life. Hahahahahahaha. This dude who insisted we called him "Handsome" drove out of a junction looking on the left side and a bus was swerving from the right side, so when Brandon saw he went "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" and his friend quickly sped off avoiding the on the verge of death crash. ROFLMAO!

Eventually, we reached the hotel, put our stuff in, then set off for some nice tea time. DAMN HUNGRY. We had Tanduri!!! (I think that's how it's spelt. LOL) And then, we went to ze beaccchhhh!! MUAHAHAHAHA. Had so much fun, especially watching Dom make a horse out of himself, watch Alvin trying to be macho but scared of being hit by me, and Reen...well, supermodel wannabe? HAHAHAHAHAHA. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

There and then, we decided to watch the sunset, but ended up NOT watching it coz the sun took so damn long to set. It was like 7pm! AND IT'S STILL UP IN THE SKY! Fulamak man. Tsk3. :P Oh oh! And moment of epicness came!! DOM WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM TSUNAMI! Bahahahahahahaha!!

And another moment of epicness! Dom found his dick on the seashore. :D

Hell yeah.

Unfortunately, Brandon didn't join us on this. But I'm sure he had fun with his family and friends too. :) I hope he did though. Yes Bwandy? xDD Which meant, we didn't get to go to Gurnea also. SOBS. I would love to whack Brandon's head off for this, because my main objective in Penang was to taste the Fried Kuey Tiaw there, since Alvin made it seem like the must eat food before you die. =.= And it was ruined. But I'm nicer to Brandon rather than Alvin, so I didn't kill him. Yeah, we were all pissed for a while, but eventually, we figured our way to satisfy ourself.

We had the beach, the pool, the room, outside food, and well...MY CAMERA. Muahahahahahaha. That's damn epic enough for me. xD

Yeah, as we watched the sunset, we took lotsa nice pictures. Mostly of hillarious and idiotic shit from Dom, gay faces from Alvin, Reen puffy hair and well, my annoyance. xD BUT. The sun never seem to set. According to Reen, "It's like a light bulb, it just switched off!" :O Stoooooopid.

THEN NIGHT CAME. A vow to ourselves, "We won't sleep at all tonight". Which of course, NEVER happened. HAHAHAH. We spent the whole night talking rubbish, me trying not to kill Dom who was enjoying himself on MY bed, spreading his dirt on MY bed, and making himself comfortable on MY bed. =.= While, I was on the small couch which would totally fit him. LOL. Chill Dom, I'm not mad. I wanted to take over the TV anyways. HEHEHE. And be able to throw coke bottle at you while you were under the covers. :D Had fun, we had food feast in the room. Bough Satay, Fried Kuey Tiaw, Pizza, Fried Chicken, Burgers, Muffins, Drinks...and...I can't quite remember anymore. :P The Kuey Tiaw was like FIRE!! -.- So damn spicy. Then, the Satay tasted like shit. Chicken was too filling I couldn't finish mine. But the muffin was yummy, except it's dry. My burger....well, i ate half of it and I couldn't take it anymore. I was on the verge of throwing up on Dom. LMAO.

Oh, not to leave out the fact that Dom got raped by Alvin and Reen. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. The poor fellow. (Well, not really. He won't stop neighing! Thank God he didn't leave prints on the wall. They were WILD) :O

Then I wanted to take a walk at the beach top. It was so dark, I was almost scared but The fear wear off coz it was so cool to hear the waves at night. It felt like paradise. Excluding mosquitos and ants being annoying. I just didn't want to leave. Haiz...Penang...

Yeah, then...4am plus plus..*yawns* *sleep walking* *Dom snuggled up in MY bed* *Reen & Alvin...well...Reen & Alvin* And then, everyone decided to sleep off for maybe an hour or two. We were to be out on the beach by 6am. xD

BUT WE DIDN'T WAKE UP AND THE SUN WAS UP WHEN EYES WERE ALL OPENED.
Me: *open eyes* OH SHIT.
Reen: HMM? *giggles* we didn't wake up.
Me: Damn...I wonder if the boys are awake. *still wanna sleep*
Reen: Time to get up. Breakfast.
Me: *groans*

Uhuh. We missed sunrise. Damn epic. LOL.

So we treated our wounds breakfast instead. And by the top railing, we could see the beach, it was beautiful in the morning. And cold. HEHEHE. And I can't remember who got all excited to jump in the pool. It definitely wasn't me. All I wanted to do was snap photos. xD And I snapped a handful of 'em. *giggles*

AND FINALLY THE MOMENT OF TRUTH CAME.

We went to the beach, and Janine Kimura decided to put down her camera so she could play waves. :D SO FUN. Funniest scene would be...
Me: Big wave!! *turns around*
Reen and Alvin: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
Dom: *concentrating, don't fall!*

*WAVE SMASH*
Me: *fall from impact*
Reen: *slides with the wave*
Alvin: HAHAHAHA. Reen! *takes both her hands to pull her up*
Dom: *offers me a hand up*

*ANOTHER WAVE SMASH*
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! *looking at Reen floating about like a starfish* HAHAHAHAHAHA!! *looking at Dom, who fell coz I pulled him* HAHAHAHAHA
Dom: So much for being my anchor!
Alvin: Look at Reen! Get up lah! Before another wave comes!
Reen: *laughing in slat water. bloop. bloop* HAHAHAHAHA.

TEEHEE! What lah...

Sadly, I couldn't snap ANY photos of these. Why is it when I'm not holding my camera, epicness had to come along? Hiisshhh.

After our little fun, we went for lunch together. I think. I can't remember. HAHAHA. Then Brandon came!! He wanted to go swimming, but then they didn't tell me when he went, so I missed it. :( I was having alone time with my camera, at the beach, watching the sunset. xDDDDDDDDDD THIS TIME. IT SET. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I'm totally awesome. The only sad part is that, from the beach we were at, I couldn't see it set in the horizon. Sobness.

But before I left for my alone time. The whole group of us were hanging about in the hotel room. Not just us friends, but sooner Reen's parents and Robert joined us. We were talking and talking and talking then suddenly...

Reen's Dad (Uncle): *sits on Dom's bed and started sniffing annoyingly* What's that smell? *stands up and glares accusingly at everyone*
Me: Huh? What smell? *blurr*
Dom and Alvin: What is it?
Me: *looking at Reen at the balcony. she's not looking inside, and seem to be giggling* *light bulb, the fake shit* xD
Uncle: Omg. Who shit over there? *points at the corner of Dom's bed*
Dom: OH SHIT!
Alvin: OH MY GAWD. DOM! NOT AGAIN!
Dom: Eyh!! NOT ME!! I SWEAR UNCLE IT'S NOT ME!
Uncle: Then who could have possibly done it? *angry* Stinks like Indian Shit.
Me: *laughs* What?! *crawls out of bed to look* oohh mmyyy gooooooddd. *looks at Reen, she's goggling*
Reen's Mum (Aunty): Maybe Janine had to dump.
Me: AUNTY! NO! *clutched my ass* I wouldn't!
Dom: OH SHIT WEYH. ALVIN. I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. *panics*
Uncle: My God. *bends down, picks up the shit and throw at Dom*
Dom: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

And everyone just BURST TO TEARS LAUGHING THEIR ASS OFF. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! THEY THOUGHT IT WAS REAL SHIT!! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Kesian the boys. Then the story of Buddha's shit came to place. I can't quite put my finger on the story, but if Alvin's willing to tell, he shall post it in the comments. HEHE.

We tried to trick Robert, but he didn't fall for it though. He knew immediately that it was fake shit. :P Uncle did the same trick on Reen's cousin that night. Only this time, we were ALL in the reception area, having a smooth talk. Until they walked in from dinner. All elderly were sitting and we youngsters stood by listening. Then Reen came rushing to my ear saying, "My dad's gonna pull the shit trick". I looked at Alvin, he was already walking off coz he couldn't contain his laugh. And I stood there, and watched.

Uncle: Holy shit. What's that smell.
Guy: Oh my God. That's shit.
Uncle: YEAH.
Girl: Oh God. Ew.
Uncle: Is that your shit? Did you put a dump here?
Guy: Nawh! *laughs* Just leave it.
Uncle: What do you mean leave it? Call room service?
Guy and Girl: *looks at the shit*
Uncle: Ahhh. Nevermind. *picks up shit and threw it at the girl*
Girl: *SCREAMED AT THE TOP OF HER LUNGS!*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. What a funny sight. The whole reception stopped their worked to see us laughing and screaming and laughing and almost falling off our chairs and feet. :P

Ahh. Moments. :)

Then, we went to get dinner, which was not much this time coz we were not in the mood for a feast anymore, and well, I was only up to eating mee cup, and non-stop bickering with Dom. Don't know why he's such a piece of shit and a brat, and a baby, I wanna kill you Dom!! I think I did that like a billion times infinity in my head already! :O xD Then we watched TV, and I went back to my room, with the intention of bathing, loading the pics, and going back to the boy's room. But I ended up sleeping off instead. The damn bed was calling I guess. HEHEHE. Soft, and cold and comfy. I even ignored Daryl coz of the bed. :P Woopsie. <3

And morning came along. Rise and shine. We were set to see the sun rise. :D

Surprising eh? That we actually woke up? The rising was peaceful, not as beautiful as I expected, but peaceful. :) Had our last moments at the beach. Then we had to get ready for check out. :( WE DIDN'T WANNA LEAVE. *sniffs*

But yeah. We had to say goodbye to Penang...

Memories:



:) We shall come back. Loves.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

new routine

Phew! Mock's coming soon! Exam's coming soon! IMMA DIE SOON. :O

So here's the deal. I hafta get up at 5.30am every morning starting today onwards - which didn't really happen this morning, I woke up but decided to sleep back. That shall not happen again! My lazy ass have got to get going and get studying. I can't risk my chances of getting nice grades this time. High school should be way behind my buttock! OH GOD. I MISS HOME.

Okay, so the waking up. Then off to college, do what I hafta there. Come home, rest a while, work out - either normal routine like crunches, push ups and jumps or small stretching sessions then swimming! :D - then dinner or perhaps shower? Nawh. Dinner first.

Y'know what. I don't think i'd be so diciplined to actually follow all this shit. T.T Now i'm worried. I hafta cut down my time with Sweets too. :'( Now i'm sad. Haiz. At least I told him that I won't be talking to him much by September. I wouldn't have time for him. At least, that should be the case. I have to not have time for him. Otherwise, i'd be distracted. The only way to be strong for that is to remind myself that i'll be home as soon as exam's done with! WOO! THE DELIGHTNESS! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I hope things work well. And I hope I can meet him. :/ But he has exam....

Ah shit. Not now Jay. Not now. I can't think about that now. It's not healthy! Wokay, Reen is gone now. And I just finish my simple work out. What do I do now? Homework? GOD. The dread. Oh well. I think I should. Since Sweets' disappeared to God knows where. LOL. Poor him. I miss him. A lot.

Haiz..

Sunday, July 3, 2011

you and me :)

I remember...
2. February. 2011
- you and me. *blush*
18. March. 2011
- first hug, first peck on the cheek, you held my hand. and you made my night at the concert. :)
19. March. 2011
- our first mass together, side by side like a normal couple. but departure was the sad tale...*sigh*
I miss you. >.<

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Education Fair

:D Here's the dig, I WORKED AT THE EDUCATION FAIR PROMOTING ATC.

Hehehe. Well, I guess I'm psyched about it coz it was a major experience for me and it kind of boosts my self-confidence to actually come up to people's faces and say "Hi. Good morning. ATC? We offer A-Levels, Law and Business Studies" *smiles* I swear to God i've never said the same shit for the billionth time before! Fuh! It was amazing how I convinced myself that "I DON'T LOOK STUPID. JUST GO AND WORK. YOU'RE BEING PAID FOR THIS." Lol.

Amazing.

However, at the end of the day, I find it as a blessing to be given this chance because, I don't only get working experience, I get to also taste the feel to be a promoter and be proud of my school. I get to work up my Public Relation. That's friggin awesome man! Woo!

Anyways, it was on the 25th and the 26th of June 2011, a Saturday and a Sunday from 11am to 6pm. :) The day started off with me and Reen getting up early and we were so excited to do this job. We got ourselves neatly trimmed as a lady and we got dressed all formerly, and looking like lawyers. Hell yeah! LAWYERS. :D We were wearing slacks and button down shirt - black for me and white on her - our hairs were tied up and we put on make ups! - well, Reen with her girly looks and I just slapped on a bit. HEHE. As usual. And when we're done, we walked to MidValley, like professionals on the move and appeared at the Exhibition Hall kind of a little early. Lol.

At first, we panicked coz we couldn't find any of our lecturers which meant we couldn't get in the hall before 11am. We didn't have the passes to enter. So we roamed and called and talked among ourselves and fretted and eventually, the one person we were supposed to find was always waiting by the railing of the escalators searching for us too. HAHA.

Like OMG y'know. The dude looks EXACTLY like Daryl!! :O Only, he's short and he talks a lot like Chef Wan. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. :DD But nontheless, he was cute in his ways and he knows how to make himself comfortable around us and vice versa. ^^ We were standing there and when we turned, we noticed this dude - Abral - staring at us and he asked "You guys are from ATC?" then we nodded and explained how we were trying to contact our lecturers. With that he burst out into chuckles and said "I have your tags" LOL. Bad timing man. :P

When we got our tags, we entered the hall and we were assigned to fill up the paper bags that were meant for us to distribute when the event started. It was fun cooperating with seniors and laughing along and getting to know each other and making ourselves look busy. :D But the sad part was I had to leave Sweets the whole day while I work. I told myself that I wasn't going to text anybody, not even him while I work because my goal then was to promote and introduce ATC to people. I have to be on the go and on the move. Hell yeah. So I kept my phone in my bag and stuffed the damn thing in the cabinet supplied.

Like I said, great experience, yet on the first day, the Saturday itself, there wasn't much people hence, it wasn't as hectic as I expected. I thought there was gonna be weird people coming over, getting interviewed, chitty-chatting with us promoters, but no. All we did was finish up the paper bags we filled up, made sure none was left and perhaps, help guide lost applicants who has an interest with the offer our college has. We all did exactly that, and at the end of the day - MY FOOT WAS SORE.

Reen and I made it home, took out bath, I can't remember whether we had dinner, but by then, we already bunked outselves to bed. I even remembered how I fell asleep, and Daryl called while I was in Dreamland and I remembered that I argued and refused to go back to sleep because I wanted to talk to him. Which actually I was sleeping off on him while he was talking. I don't remember what he said though. HEHEHEHE. That's what you get for talking to a zombie. Lol!

THEN SECOND DAY ARRIVED.

Dear God, I didn't want to get up at all on Sunday! I was sooooooo EXHAUSTED! My whole body was aching, especially my foot. But one way or another, I wanted the money, so I came. :D Once again, we washed up, dressed up - in skirt this time and a formal top, Reen in red and moi in brown - and made up exactly like the day before. Again we walked to the venue and since we had our tags this time, we were allowed to enter the premises and waited at our booth for the materials to arrive before we actually start working. ^^ So when it did, we worked! Same shit.

However, on the second day, THERE WAS A LOT OF PEOPLE. It was like attending the final day of a Mega Sale in an expensive boutique or something so. It's crazy! From the role of a promoter, we had to be advisors and guiders. The lecturers we had were limited but people were lining up, intending to have a short counsel. But due to the inability to serve the crown immediately, we as promoters ranked outselves up and did the job. We spoke to them. We consulted them on the fees, the convinience, the education itself, the subjects - EVERYTHING. Fun step to take, yet scary coz you might mislead the person.

We also get the chance to be put on a spot of being the boss for a while, but being that is hard coz you gotta always be alert and watch out to what the lecturers may or may not need and it was a responsibility for a boss to make sure things were running smoothly. Okay, maybe the word "boss" would be such a woo to use. Let see...hrmm..Student Manager? LOL. That sounds a bit better. EHEHEH. Yeah...

Then my bestfriend came!! :D She had a talk with my law lecturer of course, Mr. Siva. She was convinced about what he said but what the hell, it's his job to be convincing. LOL. That's why i'm in ATC eh? ;) So anyways, I just blogged about this coz one, my blogs been abandoned for a while now coz i've been busy with things and well two, I just wanna share this or so to say remember this in the future in case I forget. xP

PS. I earned RM200 baby! In 2 days! :O I'm awesome. But yet...we haven't got our paycheck. HEH. ^^ God bless!

TOODLES!

Thursday, June 23, 2011

6th June 2011

The night I moved out. :/

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

missing you..

there would come this moment where when i stop thinking of you, you tend to flood back into my mind like some sort of virus. there would come this time when i start thinking of you, you make my heart ache like pink prickling from the inside of it. why is it that i feel such way? why is it that my feelings are different from when i was in a relationship with another in the pass? i never felt such intensity with the person i was with before. i never missed him like i miss you. i don't ache from his absence. and when he returns from such absence, i don't jump in delight the way i do with you.

strange must i say? or is it just a confusion that my mind play with me?

i don't know what to agree with. i don't know whether it's wise for me to even feel this way. is it a mental state to ache for the presence of a partner? or do they call it love? funny, many love encounters have i thought were true but when it comes to you my darling, i couldn't say whether it's real. i couldn't say it's you that is the one. or rather i wouldn't? maybe i don't want to jinx you. maybe i want you to be such one that i refuse to think like i typically would with one that i like. but you're not just one to like. i love you. really? im uncertain. help. i need guidance. i don't know whether i want him as the one and well, i do now. i do always i think.

sweetheart, be gone all you want now and make my heart ache. make me crave and long for you and let me see how long this will last. if it's until the day you return, then most likely it is you that i want for always. gasping thought really. how could such young mind think so. how could such little creature know so. i dont know either. im lost. and i want your care because i've not had such from someone like you. as the last one was a heartbreaker. i wish you not be one. i wish you always be the one to bring smiles on my face. genuine smiles though. not one that daily sees on me. not one that friends entice on me. it's one that only a person with love like yours can bring. a love that bitter, sweet, strong, impatient, mad...perhaps that smile now.

be gone and let me miss you. let me see how long i can last. forever may bring good fortune to my heart as it means it's you i want. be gone now. loves from me...

Monday, May 16, 2011

Alvin Chacko's FUN 18th. HELL YEAH.

It was the day I would remember for life. :D [Don't perasan now Alvin]

Though it was a birthday of this boy named Alvin, whom I hardly know but spent his old age with him anyways because he's my friend's "......" HAHA - I honestly had a blast. It began on the morning of 14th May 2011...

I was meeting up with Brandon at Kelana Jaya station where he waited an hour for me just to take a 2 minutes trip to the following station - SORRY - and there's where Alvin the birthday boy went to pick us up before heading off to Reen's house. I know right. It's his effing birthday yet he's still the driver.

I FEEL REALLY BAD. LOL. (NOT) xD

After we arrived at Reen's, we spent a couple of minutes there, saying hello and goodbye to her parents and left for MidValley baby! :D Gawd, I remembered how Alvin teased me NON-STOP that day. What a day I had alright. He's such a bully. HEHE. Wait till I get you after this Alvin. GRR. Weeeeeeee~

Let's see, we were walking there and as ALWAYS, I got nagged by the way I cross the road. -.- HELLO. The car won't knock me okay? I'm like what, the size of an elephant? The driver would be damn blind if he didn't see ME trying to cross. HAHAHAHAHA. Go die la. His car would dent. xD

Anyways, so we were walking and AND AND! Alvin almost puked when he saw puke on MidValley floor. EEEEWWWWWWWW. I know. Disgusting. And the best part: I KNOW HE DOESN'T LIKE PUKE. :D I can so puke at him to make him puke now! nGAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Awesome shit man. Woots! So then the first shop we walked in was the puzzle shop! Went in this blue curtain that unveiled glloowwiiinggg puuzzles. Awesomeness man. I am like SO AMAZED. :D As if i'm never amazed at anything. It's a wonder being me sometimes. LOL. That was when I began to snap pictures of EVERYTHING. :D

The moment of truth where I will catch a person in an ugly face. *evil giggles* AND OMG! DAMN LAH. THE SHOP RIGHT. THEY PLAYED THIS SONG "Fuck you.....fuck you very very muuuccchhhh.." *covers ears runs away* when actually in reality *smile amusingly and sings along* while Alvin says "THERE'S KIDS IN THE STORE" ROFLMAO!!

The poor guy. :D

This dilemma then turned around to him not being able to decide what to eat on his own birthday. -_________________________- Worst than girl man. He can't choose what to eat! And guess where we ended up??? KFC. =.= While eating, we talked about "Alvin's FAVOURITE girl in the world" if you know who I mean Reen, *sniff sniff**DIES*, then we saw this couple eating with EIGHT ketchups on their table! and when I asked Brandon to look he blardy walked directly up that table stared and walked away. Isn't he such an ass!? LMAO!!! He did the same shit when someone told him that a girl behind him was checking him out. HE TURNED, LOOKED AT HER AS SHE LOOKED BACK, TURN BACK AROUND AND STARTED LAUGHING.

*shakes head* terrible man...

Then the best part for me eventually came around!!! *starwars theme song* ALVIN'S TWIN CAME! :D And not alone. *cheeky smile* He brought his gang along and guess what!!!? HOT GUY MAN! CINDIAN! WOOOOO! *turnn onnn* Ally should've been there! Dang! Too bad I didn't get to say hi. I just buat bodoh, smile smile, shake hand with twin, swoon over the fact that they look alike, but got different hair, twin wears specs and I think Alvin is bigger? LMAO. Oops. xD And then we parted ways. SOBS. We went to play pool. NGAAAHAHAHAHA! It was cool to shoot photos in there, catching fugly pics of Dom's NON-ass, Brandon's RM20 NON-changed hair, Cutie Dalila and well, highlight of this blog: THEM.



Reen is gonna kill me. She said ONE or TWO. I made it onto a collage of pics. LMAO. :D *coughs* Let's pray no one stalks my blog. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Especially Mr. Siva. :O

Okay, moving on! HEHE. After playing pool, Alvin's twin: Calvin, was called by Reen to come over. I swear I flipped like crazy bitch in my stomach when I heard that news coz that measn HOT GUY'S COMING. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! xD (oh shit, i'm hungry right now -.-) then then THEN, they came. *SMMIILLLLEEEEEEE* and I snapped pictures like usual, pretending not to go crazy when actually I am! ROFLMAO! But sadly they didn't join us to Reen's house. SOBS. Yes readers, we went back to Reen's house. OH! BUT BEFORE DAT. Doughnuts stop. ;)

I know Alvin. I want them too right now. :P My stomach is growling like got croc inside! FULAMAK!

The plan was to surprise Alvin with the cake back at the house. Heck, I couldn't tell whether he was surprised or not coz he was soooo into the doughnuts. He was so blardy paranoid i'd eat it all! WOO! I would though, but I share too. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD At least I think I do. AHAHAHA. Then we had a cake ceremony! Weeeeeeeeeeeee~






Ain't it nice to have cake on ur face now Bear? HAHA. Or should I call you chocolate? And Reen Marshmellow? *gasP* xD

LMAO! Okay okay. I should really move out of people's lovey dovey story. :P So we spent the whole day laughing more after that. Lepak in Reen's room where Dom was turned on, Brandon was sucked into the world of games his laptop had sufficiently provided him and well, Chacko Bear was sleeping nicely on Reen's pillow, convinced that he could drive me back to the station. HAHAHAHAHA.

And the funniest!!! DOMINIQUE!



This is the most epic picture I'LL EVER HAVE! Holymacaroni!!!

And then finally, it was time to leave so we all went downstairs to cool down. BUT. Alvin managed to trick Reen that she was locked outside! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! And then when she came in laughing and all high, SHE BANGED HER NOSE INTO ALVIN'S LARGE ARMS. *rubs my own nose. ouch* The she laughed more, rubbing her nose, Alvin tried to put a pack of Lychee drink on her nose to cool it down, which made Reen laughed MORE. Idiot. :D Here's a snap of them. ;)



So that's the day...a memorable day...:) I love being the photographer. HAHA.

God bless. :D